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Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you’ve got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
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Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 4:48 PM
`last day of 2009

LAST DAY OF 2009
AT 11pm LET COUNTDOWN TO A NEW YEAR
2010


miss ya 2009
good bye my dear 2009

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 2:28 PM
`When I Say "I Am A Christian"...

When I Say "I Am A Christian"...

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I am saved"
I'm whispering "I get lost!"
"That is why I chose this way."

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need someone to be my guide.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
and pray for strength to carry on.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
and cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
my flaws are too visible
but God believes I'm worth it.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
which is why I seek His name.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I'm loved.

Dear friends,
This poem is the heart of what I believe.
Many people have passed through these pages,
that do not know the love of Jesus and have said
that Christians judge, condemn, and speak as hypocrites.
As the poem says...
"I do not wish to judge you, because I have no authority.
My flaws are all too visible...and I'm confessing that I have stumbled".

My only desire, when you visit my pages, is that you will feel
and come to know the love that Jesus has for you.
Not feel as though you are being condemned or judged.

Jesus came that we may have life...
and have it more abundantly!
He is not a dead prophet that spoke great things...
BUT, a risen Savior...that is as real today,
as the days He walked the earth.

We are not loved by Jesus because we are special....
You and I are special because Jesus loves us and gave His
life for us so that we may truly be free!

I pray the peace of Jesus that passes all understanding,
be with you as you visit these post!

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Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 6:13 PM
`Flight of my sorrow

Flight of my sorrow

And along with the passing cool breeze
The petals fluttered gracefully through the air
And today, the sun will shine brightly again

In this garden of sorrow
Where every one of us is running
And suddenly, I stop to shout
“Isn’t it time to escape?”
And together with the rest of ourselves
We broke the rusty gates
And shone vibrantly out of the place

Do you think that we will be locked away again?
And be slaves under your devils’ wings
Like the red petals of the rose
We flew away; far, far away
And displayed our beauty to our maximum

One by one, without even thinking
I threw them all out the window
Smiling at the past miseries
“Let them fly far, far away from me”
Sacrificed time and again
We forgot how to cry this moment
And cried out loudly, embracing smiles

Do you think that we will be locked away again?
With the shadows wrapping up the candles
And like the red petals of the rose
We shone brightly; glistering with life
And displayed our happiness to our maximum

Now, it’s time to fly, my miseries
To another place where I don’t belong

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Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 6:21 PM
`Don't Quit

Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and its turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When they might have won, had they stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit!

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@ 6:14 PM
`I Said A Prayer For You Today

I Said A Prayer For You Today

( To ALL My DEAREST Friends )



I said a prayer for you today
And know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
Although He spoke no word!

I didn't ask for wealth or fame
(I knew you wouldn't mind).
I asked him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind!

I asked that He be near you
At the start of each new day;
To grant you health and blessings
And friends to share your way!

I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small.
But it was for His loving care
I prayed the most of all!

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Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 5:15 PM
`christmas greeting

There on top of the Christmas tree…
The star shines extra bright…
Like the star that was in the heavens…
On that special night…

The star that led the wise men…
Over the hills and dale…
Until they came to the little town…
In search of a newborn male…

And there in the town of Bethlehem…
Underneath a starry sky…
A tiny little baby boy…
In a manger lie…

Wrapped in swaddling clothing…
God had sent his only son…
To spread His word around the world…
To we, the lowly ones…

He has promised He will forever be…
In our presence and our soul…
If we live our lives for Him…
And His path of life we stroll…

Now, there is a special reason…
For this loving Christmas prayer…
It's for you to feel His presence and…
The love and comfort of his care…

When it comes to counting blessings...
There are surely very few…
As precious and as meaningful…
As someone dear as you…

May the silver bells of Christmas…
In your heart forever ring…
May you always know He's with you…
As His praises we do sing…

May His light forever shine on you…
May God bless you with His love…
May you be blessed forever with…
The peace of the snow white dove…

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@ 5:12 PM
`Why Jesus is better than Santa Claus

Why Jesus is better than Santa Claus

Jesus is Better Than Santa

Santa lives at the North Pole ...
JESUS is everywhere.

Santa rides in a sleigh ...
JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.

Santa comes but once a year ...
JESUS is an ever present help.

Santa fills your stockings with goodies ...
JESUS supplies all your needs.

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ...
JESUS stands at your door and knocks,
and then enters your heart when invited.

You have to wait in line to see Santa ...
JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap ...
JESUS lets you rest in His arms.

Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is
"Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ...
JESUS knew our name before we were born...
Not only does He know our name,
He knows our address too.
He knows our history and future and
He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ...
JESUS has a heart full of love.

All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ...
JESUS offers health, help and hope.

Santa says "You better not cry" ...
JESUS says "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you."

Santa's little helpers make toys ...
JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts,
repairs broken homes and builds mansions.

Santa may make you chuckle but ...
JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.


While Santa puts gifts under your tree ...
JESUS became our gift and died on a tree....
The cross.

Put Christ Back In Christmas...
Jesus Is Still The Reason For The Season!


"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
John 3:16


Jesus is the Reason for the Season

Merry Christmas Jesus and Santa

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@ 5:10 PM
`JESUS BIRTHDAY

Peace of Earth for Jesus Birthday

Almost Jesus Birthday ButtonIt's almost Jesus' birthday...
So let us not forget.
To give to Him the present,
That He would like the best.
He doesn't want a stocking...
Hung upon the tree.
Or lots of toys or presents,
Like selfish you and me.

Almost Jesus Birthday ButtonHe only wants our love for Him,
To shine out to the earth.
He wants us to tell others,
About His miracle birth.
He wants us to bring all we know,
To church to worship Him.
He wants us to remember...
He died for all our sins.
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Almost Jesus Birthday ButtonPlease focus on His birthday...
The sacrifice God made.
To send His Son to live and die,
So we could all be saved.
This tiny baby Jesus...
Born in a lowly stall.
He came to bring salvation...
To save us one and all.

Almost Jesus Birthday ButtonThis Christmas has more meaning...
I'm calm and have such peace.
So let us bow before Him,
And worship at His feet.
The church bells now are ringing,
For you and I to bring...
Our gifts of praise and worship...
To our Savior and our King.



Wooden Wreath for Jesus Birthday

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Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 5:36 PM
`Arched Across The Sky

Arched Across The Sky
Rainbows created my imagination
As it arched across the sky
On one end there sat you
At the other end, there sat I

Imagining I could slide across
Over the rainbow to the end
There would be my pot of gold
The sweet love of my dear friend

The rainbow is a connection
Like a bridge from me to you
It appears joined by sunlight
Then the grey skies turn to blue

Arriving after the rainstorms
It became so evident to me
Thoughts of love follow rainbows
They arched right across the sea

A colourful arching rainbow
It has no gate, it has no door
It reaches from friend to friend
It arches from shore to shore

I smiled up today at the sky
How far would my loving smile go
It slid right over to the other side
The other end of the coloured rainbow

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@ 5:32 PM
`piano

PIANO

My soul is the piano, his words are the keys.
Together we compose, the best of symphonies.

How my soul replays his words of the day.
Like a composer writing a play.

I hear the music, as he strikes a key.
an orchestra, is what I see.

Two soul that share a common ground.
a friendship they have found.

What is a piano, without the player.
It's like a soul, without a desire.

It sits alone in the dark,
waiting for someone to light a spark.

A hope or a desire,
waiting for someone to inspire.

To play a song of the heart,
a song of two souls that will never depart.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 7:15 PM
`Light of My Life

Light of My Life


Jesus is the light of my life
He leads me in a direction I know is right
He holds onto my hand and never lets go
He is the heart of my heart, soul of my soul

I no longer fear the things yet to be
For He will be there to protect me
No purer love than His can be found
I know He will never let me down

He fills my needs for today and tomorrow
He soothes my heartaches and my sorrows
He dispels thoughts of darkness and doom
He diffuses those feelings of cloudy gloom

If you find yourself stumbling in the dark
Turn to Jesus for an added spark
He will light up your life as He did mine
He is a beacon that will forever shines

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Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 6:13 PM
`Myself

Myself

I have to live with myself and so
I want to be fit for myself to know,
I want to be able as days go by,
To look at myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun
And hate myself for the things I've done.

I don't want to hide on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself as I come and go
Into thinking that nobody else will know
What kind of man I really am;
I don't want to dress myself in sham.

I want to go with my head erect,
I want to deserve all men's respect
And in this struggle for fame and pelf
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I am a bluster and empty show.

I cannot hide myself from me;
I can see what others can never see;
I know what others can never know,
I cannot fool myself, and so

Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.

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Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 6:07 PM
`Difficult Friends : Toxic Friendships - People You Must Avoid

Difficult Friends : Toxic Friendships - People You Must Avoid

Entering into a friendship opens the door for hurt and harm; a harmful friend or a toxic friendship can be one of life's hardest relationship tribulations to forgive and forget. Toxic friends often come back to haunt you for a long time.
There are nine main types of toxic friends--those people whose friendship hurts you eventually. Knowing the categories of toxic friends helps you avoid them. Unfortunately, though, becoming friends is risky and there is never a guarantee you will not be hurt by a toxic friend.

The User as a Toxic Friend:
This person only has friends as long as he/she can use them for some purpose or goal of his/her own. This person could be the most harmful of toxic friends.

The Betrayer as a Toxic Friend:
Nothing hurts more than a friend who betrays you. The betrayer is truly a toxic friend.

The Control Freak as a Toxic Friend:
The control freak is a friend as long as she/he is in control. The control freak often seems to be helping you. Refuse that help or break that control and find out what toxic friendship really means.

The Judge as a Toxic Friend:
Ever judgmental, ever critical, this friend can erode your self-esteem. The judge is a fault finder. You can rarely do anything completely right with this toxic friend.

The Promise Breaker as a Toxic Friend:
This person rarely does what he says he will do. If you have a date, your toxic friend is often a no-show. A general lack of dependability makes this person a toxic friend.

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@ 6:03 PM
`My betrayer

My betrayer

You've betrayed me
Time and time again
and all this time,
I thought you were my friend
I guess this is what draws the line
between true friends
and those who lie
we now know what side you fall on
I guess this is my so-long
So-long to a friendship
that would never last
i guess this is the end
of the relationship
between me and my best friend

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 4:12 PM
`Ode To My True Friend

Ode To My True Friend
The day I met you
I found a friend -
And a friendship that
I pray will never end.

Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.

You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn't be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.

You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn't know what to do.

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.
But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn't yet died.

Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.

This friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let's hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.

I love you.
I will always love you.

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@ 4:09 PM
`You have changed?

You have changed?

I search in vain,
cannot find the root.
Where it is that this
transformation has come from?

Why has it come about, what does it feed on?
Tell me what it is that torments?
What pain gestates in your very soul,
for you to be vexed and lash out.

Once we were close, like two sides of a coin.
So close where words had no ground.
Today I am lucky if you still call me friend.
The cold reaching my very bones.

The silence speaks volumes
of a departing union,
but gives me no reason for relief.
A slab of ice between us that needs shattering!

Surely a word or two to
each other would help, help
us both overcome whatever
there needs to be addressed.

I surely wish that you would
at least redress the issues,
for which I am truly at a loss;
wanting only reparation for a friendship now sadly lost.

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@ 4:08 PM
`And They Were All Lies

And They Were All Lies


I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer
Life was just too much
I never saw my life in future times
Or happiness and love and such

I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump
And had become happy with thoughts of no pain
Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse
I had nothing left to gain

The sun failed to shine
In my world overcast
Birds no longer sang
And the first had become the last

All things good and whole
Had turned and went their way
They were never to return to me
So I felt I should just go away

Consumption by hate, to save was too late
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when I’m down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?

Fallen and fetal
I will return to the dirt
Bittersweet battle within
No longer would I hurt

Smiles soon faded
And hearts followed to break
As I cried out for help
I cried in heaven’s sake

Routinely I cried
For a hand to reach to me
I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare
And closed my eyes reluctantly

But I felt one more fight, a chance in me
To save myself from isolation
Piercing my lips were words of insignificance
And the end to my frustration

As time's hands moved on and on
Together, as one, we grew
Now solitary routine you seek
You seek you never knew

Tired of times we spend together
Tired of me you grow
Tired of being tired in time
No feelings will you show

But in time as your thoughts are even
Will I be thought of only as your pawn
And will you be happy or sad
When I’m finally gone?

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@ 4:06 PM
`Lighting Your Way

Lighting Your Way
If I was one thing, I'd be a candle
Lighting the way so you can handle
Your life easier without woes
Not having to fight with your foes.
I'd help keep you from stumbling over
Things blocking your path to an open door.
If I light your path, life is easier,
Even strong winds, my light will not deter.
No matter what, I'm here for you
To cheer you up when you are blue.
Do not fret when times get tough,
If things look down or kind of rough.
Just remember, I'm always here,
In your heart, close and near.
I will help you out in every way,
Happiness and love in your heart will stay.
Don't blow me out, that's one request
Unless it's me you do detest.
I do not try to hurt anyone
That isn't good or any fun.
But one day you may leave me behind
You may no longer need my light to shine.
If that day comes, go on your way
And I will hope to see you again one day.
If one day, I don't appear,
Do not worry, do not fear
I may be gone, but in your heart
The light I gave you did not depart.
It will be there forever and a day
To always bring happiness and light your way.
Farewell for now, I'm needed elsewhere
If your path grows dark, in your heart, I'm there.
So I'm really not gone, just not seen,
I would not leave, I'm not that mean.
Only one simple request that I must say,
Please, never forget those who lit your way.

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@ 4:04 PM
`Drifting

Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

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@ 4:02 PM
`my friends

My Friends
I feel like I've known you forever
Although I only met you sometime this past year
But our friendship will remain forever
No matter what shall cross our paths and hearts

The best thing that's happened to me
Is finding a forever friend like you
You're there to listen, help, and talk to
And best of all, I know I can confide in you

Some say the best love is one sprung from friendship
So I feel this is why we should try
Time leads us in this direction
Should we follow on down the line?

Friendship and love are always intertwined
Too close which sometimes causes confusion
But if we don't try, we will never know if it was meant to be
But forever you will remain my friend

I don't know if this is going to work
I'm not totally sure we should try
But I have all these mixed feelings
Bottled up inside

I love you both inside and out as my best friend
And I know that you love me that way too
So when I say "best friends forever"
That even means when I'm saying" Goodbye, I love you, too."

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@ 3:54 PM
`FRIENDSHIP

So Much To Me ( FRIENDSHIP )
Another day is passing
And still there is no word
On how your life is going
And who is in your world

I pray you will consider
These words I write to you
I liked you in my life
Yet maybe now it's through

I don't want to see
our relationship come to an end
And I don't want to find
our lives standing still

We are moving towards the end
And we really ought to wait
Because God planted something special
Deep within our hearts

I know your life is hectic
You are busy all day through
My life is busy also
But I still think of you

I want to send my love
And remind you of these things
Just so you will know
You mean so much to me

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Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 6:23 PM
`working :DD


moring bathe and went sch
for npcc study grp
was extremely cold at the needle work room
coz we opened air-con and fans
after 11am, we were dismissed
went to had my breakfast+lunch
after that go ssc take my brother uniform
then go back north point buy my pens
then go jean shop
bought comb, clip, key chain and
a pair of ear-ring for
shi yun mother...
today was her mum birthday.
i'm here to wish her a very happy birthday
and hope that everything goes
smoothly :DDD
brenda i need you note something
tmr and next week i'm not free for service
coz i got work to do...
sry arh....
i need to earn back the money i lost
and gave my parents too
and i hope the money
can oso try to help me go for church camp.
hope you saw it...
and sry that i yesterday never pick up ur phone
i was asleep at that time.
hope you guys have fun during service.
lastly i this week can't shepherd your sis
coz coming up alot of things
help me tell her i'm sry too.
and my mum ban me
not to go out anymore
unless got npcc study grp
but no matter what i will try.

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 6:26 PM
`drama was nice

morning 6.45am wake up
after that met shi yun
and went to buy bread
bus-ed to school...
and had study grp with NP cadets
is kinda boring lor...
haiz nvm...
after that went back home
and had a good sleep
watched television
and watch a drama show
is quite nice de larh
but i still at ep2
joker :)
kk got to go
bye :D

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