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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 8:12 PM
`go find someone birthday present :X


hey peeps...
did u had a wonderful day?
o.o ya yesterday was my brother birthday
sry bro...
forgot to wish u happy birthday
and yesterday was some sort moody larh
hope u will understand (:
today had prayer meeting
hehe is kinda late...
then wei keat say about that time
i went cut hair de situation
to the everyone sia
i damn p.s. de but acted blur
clever right?
no.... !
went back class had normal lesson lor
wad the hell lor
yesterday i study so HARD
for my geography test leh
then teacher say changed to monday
plus today gt literature test
never even touch the sing to dawn book
since after june holiday
i hate reading that book lor
then bo study sia...
i roughly roughly wite what i think de
no high chance to pass
today oso got chinese test
but u know what anot?
i wrote about a paragraph just for one question
then is the wrong question
ask mdm chew whether can arrow to the next question
she say no...
and i short of time le
teacher oso dun care
and is damn long de lor
then i must re-write sia
so i'm the last person to hand up
then teacher say me
u know u very slow?
everyone pass up liao lor...
then is like i can't blame her lor
is my fault not seeing the question CAREFULLY ):
went for reccess...
had normal lesson back
after sch go find someone present sia
hmmm... is a last mintues present
but hope the birthday person like it ba...
it used a lot of time just on the present
bo bian after ATC i'm not free until now
lucky today sec 2 npcc can take off day
or else really cannot buy le
thanks god... (:
love ya...
okay gonna bathe le
see ya soon
tata!!!

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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 7:24 PM
`moody


today dun feel like posting much
just feeling so useless now and then
woke up at 7am
met shi yun and charmaine for breakfast
went sch as per normal
lesson all okay
until it reaches science
started to have emotion
somehow tears roll down to my cheek
i gonna aim sci for A1 for teacher
i owe him 1 ren qing ):
after that went off le
didn't go for english
wait for shi yun to changed into npcc uniform
then go find mr yeung
whether he excuse shi yun dun go
coz we had project haven done
plus tmr nid to pass up lor
but he say he not bringing us go de
ask us to ask ms teo
and i didn't say i dun wan go the gun shooting de
is mr yeung say ur leg injured
better dun go...
rest well at home
so i asked shi yun pass the message
and then u know what she said?
why she everytime got a lot of problem de?
i was like really very pissed off
is not i dun wan go
and u ask my body la
why am i weak?
i say i want quit u refused
then i injured u say this kind of thing
u know that i at npcc
i'm so lonely
feeling so bored...
just like nobody business
i totally hate npcc
why ppl can leave, why i can't?
is so unfair...
went back class for lesson
can't stand my tears again
and i cried in pain
i'm feel so hurt
when shi yun told me that
i so disappointed...
keep crying all the way home
thanks ivan for accompany me to the bus-stop
i'm so useless.......
i knew it...
i can't be a normal person just like u guys
i can't be what u wan me to be
i can't look what i am to be
i totally a freak...
i really feel like i'm alone le
all my friends like leaving very far
teachers love gone
everything is all gone
i hate myself...
haiz i'm idiot...
this is what i can only say
head pain..
a lot thing need to solve
really really very stupid
ciao~!

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
`busy sia...


yesterday night received something
after that totally no mood
maybe is fate...
can't last long....
woke up super late today
went sch LATE!!!
but never tio offence slips
haha me and shi yun tuo tuo
ran up the stairs
reached class, teacher say i mark ur attendence "0"
she say go down click oursleves
luckly mr phua didn't caught us
went back class take F&N book
went to the needle work room and line up
grouped into 6 and went north point with the whole class
is kinda fun (:
today i damn suay
pens love me toooooo much
coz three of my friends' de pens
either draw on my uniform, skirt or hands
haha!!!!
went back sch and have some lecture
after that recess...
ate black pepper chicken bought at north point :p
then a lot ppl looking at us
very strange lor...
after recess had normal lesson lor
is not bad la...
took back science test
cool~! i PASS!!!
english i oso pass leh...
happy like siao sia...
but marks is not what i wanted
so shall work harder... JYJY
1.20pm left class
went to changed up into npcc uni
then had my lunch
went home team academy
for the gun shooting
bad news, i can't play
coz of my leg ):
i cried sia
then the sir and friends confront me
thanks :D
around 6++pm bused back to sch
then went north point top up bus stamp
find that orange frisbee awhile
then go home
do project with shi yun till now
still have some to goes on
all the best to us...
just ironed finished my clothes
and bathe le
now very tired le
i wan zzz le
ciao~!

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 7:37 PM
`play "monkey" in classroom today (:


hey hey hey...
hmmm... let's talk about today...
went sch as usual
lesson was fine
for overall...
today got history test
but i dun nid take
coz i done finish last tuesday
but hor teacher give me one work to do
know what?
write reflection about this test chapter
i was like huh...???
i forget the chapter talk about what le lor
so i browse the book
then teacher say dun nid browse de
just wite what u know
i was like omg
may god bless me
then whatevery about Japanese i just write it down
dun care isit in that chapter
LOLS!!
recess time go find mr koh
shi yun take her test
than chatting with mr koh
got one question actually shi yun wrong
coz she heard i say dunno what " e " something de tissue
then she really wrong
then i thought she listen to us what we say then write
then i keep laughing and hyper up
but in the end she change coz she heard what we said
" NOT FAIR " hehe :x
coz orange.... cool rite
but it seems to be not happy today
rushed down to the canteen and bought my food
hmmm... is kinda hungry
not more than 5 mins of my recess
but is okay
after sch stay back
due to ppl who didn't done their maths
sian everytime must do this de
actually today wan go buy something but can't
ask shi yun and charamine look for me
the thing which i wan buy
but they oso can't find
ask another person
hope i can find it asap
if not i must change my next move
this thing is damn important de
coz i have no time le
by this saturday i must received it
hope god can help me
good luck to me then
play a game called " monkey "
with my classmate
is fun!!!!
but nearly 4.30pm the uncle chase us out ):
so we go take bus to mac
stay at mac had my lunch
chit chatting with shi yun and charmaine
about our personality de thing lor
around 5.30pm bused home
use comp and surffing some net
hmmm... wondering how to solve my project work
teacher say by this firday must hand up sia
is kinda hard for me
coz tmr till fri
all BOOKED by NPCC );
where should i get my time
even saturday i oso not free
due to some reason
haiz... how? how? how??
why must this week so tied
tied until i can't put it aside...
no choice... let's find a way out...
anyway i going bathe le
later u all say i'm smelly :/
haha!!!
ciao~!

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Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 7:18 PM
`cut my hair...

yo i'm back....
tmr went ch with a dead leg
haha...
went for prayer meet
didn't know wei keat was there
was shocked a bit
whatever he say, i keep act blur
eg. you better come for this coming sat de service...
is kinda of boring
lazy to go actually
but still go (:
aiya i dun wan go a lot places
eg. cg, service and meeting with the two seniors..
gonna gone crazy
but i can't denied that with them is fun (:
but this week i might go service due to something
hehe cannot say here now
on that day u will know :D
went to third floor to find mr yeung
but he's not in
so wen staff room and pass him the small gift
but he's not in
so we put a small note for him
went back class
alot ppl laugh that i've got a broken leg
i won't give a damn...
is their mouth not my mouth (:
didn't get angry oso larh...
some still tease me
but i'm okay with it
came class aloot things to do
must walk here walk there
good that quite a lot teacher concern me
so i'm happy too :D
lesson is good except chinese........
her lesson was damn bored
but keep talking with shi yun and mei qi
after school went north point
pass math textbook to someone
then go buy my thngs
bused back home
take money and go north point again
go there for???
cut hair...
hehe i got new hair style le
so happy (:
when cutting saw sean poh and wei keat
then i damn paiseh lor
after cutting dun dare go out
when they not looking i rush as fast as possible
to the toilet and hide... LOLS
go and tie up my hir and come out
then went to take bus home
fetch bro home and home sweet home
came to use comp
and surffing some net
k maybe changing blogskin...
see ya
ciao~!

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 7:47 PM
`three days camp was so tired ):


hello friends...
i'm so tired now...
is my worst life ever
ever had this day came before
first day of day
i thought is fun
but we walked dunno how many kilometre
to reach the npcc camp
but i only know is more than 2.4km...
walk leh...
from jetty to there lor
really very tired
reach here still need to do a lot of thing
eg.. pitching up the tent and so on...
first day i already wanted to faint
until second day it really happen
went for treasure hunt
is almost the same as the first day
walk here walk there
walk until i can't tahan but still
continue...
this is worst than the fist day
from jetty to npcc camp
what the hell....
they like bullying us lor
and making us die
came back camp side
had lunch and then kayaking
in the sea damn dizzy
plus a lifeguard accidentally
drop me into the sea
but he oso hurt himself when saving me
thanks for him...(:
me and shi yun dizzy until the next morning
but i better than her
i gastric pain and dizzy
but she dizzy and keep shivering non-stop
damn scaring...
the next morning feeling much better
but then my stomach there onwards
can't move le
can't get up until i try very hard
thanks god for the help
but still very pain...
so we can't walk from npcc camp to jetty
so we took car
slack at a shop with alan sir
hmmm... we chit chatting at there very fun
he oso brought drink for us
but is mr yeung money -.-'''
thanks alan...
when all cadets came we walked to jetty slowly
vincent and jasmaine helping us to take bag
still got more ppl helping
no matter what
thanks everyone for the help
went back to my own town...
feeling warmer
rest in the bus and sleep soundly
reached school called home
no one picked up
cannot go home our own
then mr yeung and jasmine
hired a cab
we went to north point
find shi yun sister to take key
then take cab back to shi yun house
coz my house no one then
must stay at shi yun's house
and mr yeung bought packed food for us
once again thanks mr yeung
at her house ate and watched show
watched until i cry a lot and also laugh
damn touching lor...
than went back home and changed whatever thing
throw all the dirty clothes into
washing machine
then had watermelon
cut into pieces by dad
had some of it and went north point
buy pens and bubble tea...
came back near our house de fairprice
bought some small gift for mr yeung
he spent a lot of money for us
is a small token
hope he dun mind (:
then came home
taking out the price tag of the pens
now still having finish coz while taking out
i having my dinner
and watching television...
so long didn't post hope u guys won't miss me ba?
i bet no rite?
haha!!!
but i miss my family, friends and you!!!
LOLS!!!
still think want go sch tmr a not
coz my half body can't move leh
what shall i do???
now still must go iron clothe
bathe... study for tmr geo test
and thinking want go sch not?
haiz....
end here ba...
see ya soon
ciao~!

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Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 9:09 PM
`2 days not blogging ):

THURSDAY
cool~! i'm back...

of coz i'm at home now le...
miracle come... LOLS
haha didn't know my comp can woke
today 7.12am
received call from shi yun
bro was late for school
sry bro didn't fetch u go
as i doing some facial cleaning
on my face
lucky my bro got cross the road
CAREFULLY
or else anything happen
my mum first kill me...
went sch... not late!!!
lesson as per normal...
lols today didn't teacher give us back the science paper
he only say half of the class pass
i scared i'll fail
god help me...
i wanna a pass...
i study so hard for two subject
in one day
and both must memories
i admit i glance through
as on that day i have no time to study
and i did memories it
is my first taking test
i'm so scared...
a lot of my classmate feel
like me...
after school
detain of those who never do
math homework
but some also ran away
pass to teacher whoever
had handed in
but teacher like very disappointed with me
coz i can't collect every single one
sry teacher...
i tried my best le...
after sch a lot thing started to happen
then i must run here run there
non-stop until shi yun came
then we do project work
after that again do this do that
today is my worst life
damn busy de
busy until i can't even talk to anyone
but i tried to reply sms and msn fast
or else i can't finish my thing
today my camp start
2 days not blogging
dun miss me wor...
wait till sunday...
after come back from camp
i thing i can upload the details..
i haven change my clothe
until now still wearing uniform
haven iron tmr uniform
haven bathe...
see i'm really busy...
gtg le...
ciao~!

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@ 11:24 AM
`wednesday 22 july 2009

Wednesday
yo~! this for wednesday de
okay what's more for today???
wake up as usual lor
again went sch myself
met charmaine at er tuo bus top
then came sch together
had lesson per normal
first period - home econ
having a test...
maybe can pass la...
last period oso got science test
then i damn scared de
so hard until i want cry lor
tmr teacher say will give back
just hoping to get a pass..
all the best to me
went north point with mei qi and xiu jing
go print picture
then went to home
solve comp
solve from 3pm to 8pm lor
still cannot fed up sia
so go do math homework
then go bathe and cooked bro something to eat
then go sleep le..
mid nite bro drag me and my younger bro up
coz my mum haven come home
he thought she went missing
then i ask him switch off the lights
coz my eyes very pain
then jiu continue sleeping le...
that's all...
ciao~!
anyway i'm using sch computer
so may for long i will not post
until my internet is solve...

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@ 11:13 AM
`tuesday 21 july 2009

Tuesday
hmm i didn't post for so long
lalala~ only two days la... :/
okay wake up today
go sch alone
damn lonely when shi yun not beside me
came sch i chit chatting with them...
o.o of coz there's test
i got a good news
my geography was cancelled to
next monday...
but i scared i can't study coz
i got ATC camp
on 24-26 july
haiz after school
what i do argh...
omg forget le...
lols...
stay back for science
as wednesday got science test
after that meet shi yun
( the sick girl )
went to buy camp stuff
wa it cost a bomb
i just blink my eyes
my money fly...
heart pain...
came home comp jiu can't use
so give up
then go bathe
after that study home econ and science
read finished jiu sleep le
mid nite... i heard some quarrel..
family matter
dun wish to say at here..
just hope to have a peaceful life
and i can be happy le...
okay end of tuesday...
ciao~!

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Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 7:38 PM
`today blogger something wrong...


this word is good for my favourite orange pau
my eyes dun see nobody but you
even though i know u love
someone else...
you could never know the pain i felt..
you probably never think of me at all
and i know we have no memories
but the one who really wants you
is me!!!
in the end only my tears will fall ):
i stand back watching you day by day
you can't see i'm so in love with you
like the wind you just fly right through
even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you
and most importantly is
seeing ur simle each and everyday...
there are days i see nothing but rains
and oso feel so much pain
i need you, i just can't say it but
i want you...
i just can't stop wishing for you...
LOLS i'm so lame
talking to a pau
which will not repond at all
i'm crazy talking crap here...
today just dun feel like talking about today
i only can say my maths
actually got high percentage to get full marks
but i lost 3 marks already ):
all careless...
sadness...
tmr then get back...







today vanessa thought :
i feel so regretted of doing something
i hoping god will forgive my sins
i know i'm wrong
i shouldn't do it
but i just do without having any notice
after doing then i realize
IS WRONG!!!
how???
pls give me a chance...
i swear i will not do it again
onces regretted...
no more twice...
hope that nothing will happen
if anything happen...
i really will crush into a dead meat...
i hate doing a wrong thing...
i'm in darkness...
hope god will forgive me
and give a way for me
to continue my walks...
ciao~!

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 5:59 PM
`sry readers didn't post yesterday

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SUNDAY

sry peeps...
yesterday didn't post
haha!!!!
i had been busy doing housework
for my mum and by then,
i was utterly exhausted...
but dun worry i will let u enjoy
my yesterday happening later
must be patience yeah~
today woke up ard 9am...
so went to ironed my and bro's de uniform
after that pack my coming camp thing
goosh... i still slack of lots of thing!!
gonna buy it le
money going to fly very fast le
hard earn money - bye bye i miss u (:
watched television
and had some tidbits
and then cook porridge for brother
then cook fried rice
for my sis and myself
she hor ... damn lazy de lor
eat finish le then came to use comp
every half and hrs lost internet
pissed off >.<>
shi yun came and do homework
but she kind of lazy to do
so i do it all myself
do a bit project work and oso sience workbook
science left 2-3 pages didn't
coz is kinda diffcult
hope mr koh won't mind :x
lend her go home copy
but dun blame her
coz she today kind of sick
so no mood la..
ard 5.30pm went to supermarket
bought swets and bubble tea
came home watched television
somehow i feel fed up while sms-ing with ppl
say this cannot say that oso cannot
where did i done wrong?
what am i suppose to answer so that
is not wrong???
i realli dunno la...
anyway i have a very bad news
for my fellow classmates
see carefully...
we must start to perpare for our test
no more day dreaming...
start to buck up man...
all the best to u guys...

COMING UP TEST

Monday - Maths

Tuesday - History and Geography

Wednesday - Home Econ and Science

Thursday - English

Friday – Literature ( maybe )

shall end there
let talk about yesterday happening
u guys were anxious rite?
LOLS!!!

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SATURDAY
woke up ard 8am
help mum do a lots of house work
furniture coming oso
from morning do until nites
non-stop...
but is worth it la
new bed , carbinates and a small table
beside my bed...
the bed is kinda high...
but good (:
ard 12.30pm fetch bro go tuition and buy drinks
came home continue helping my mum
i keep on doing until
6.30pm like that
fianlly i end my job...
then had my dinner
then i heard a bad news...
my mum like going to lost her work
due to some bitches and the very big boss
keep listening to other bitches said what
then my mum words hack care...
how can it be like that
had dinner with mum
she didn't eat finish
neither she eat finish...
heart pain lor...
god help my mum can???
i dunno she feeling so sad
she sad i oso very sad...
pls... can anyone help her???
went to bathe and teach bro homework
say one time how to do
i think more than one time
he dun wan take the correct concept
then i give me smack
know what???
he punch me and scratch me lor
i didn't lost my temepr..
i totally silent myself
then my mum saw him like that
she teach him...
my mum teach until oso fed up
my mum cane him,
he won't beat my mum back
then why i beat i tio slap and so on...
after my mum teach him finish i teach him english
and then spelling
went he was about to learn his spelling
is just nice boys over flower show
so i watched...
and i trust him that he will not watched
but thing didn't goes like that
he was watching non-stop
then i give him two way
one is read in another side
so that he can't watch television
another one is keep writing the speeling all out
until he realli knows it
but both he refused
then i gave him a slap..
he scratched me again...
it feel so pain...
i cry while shouting him back
he complain my mum say i anyhow beat him
he's the wan who do wrong
so i beat him?
is there anything wrong?
am i in wrong???
i keep on vrying in my heart
i feel so pain
and i had scar again ):
if u people saw i have any scar
is all due to my brother
i like from young till dunno when
dun have and scar de
until i have this ittle brother
he really bully me a lot
i have no happy day
when he was born...
totally disappointed ):
my mum saw me so sad
so asked him go to elder brother there
and study
and he gota harder slap
serve him right lor...
my brother shouted at him more louder
my mum and sis standing at the door
to see what happen
and i was laying on the sofa
watching my show
dun even wan to care about him
watched until 11pm ++
then i go sleep le... (:
i fell asleep on my bed
the moment my head
toached the pillow. :D
save me god....
and oso save my family...
I LOVE YOU GOD...
u are the onli wan will not hurt me
but help me a lot...
ciao~!

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Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
`furniture coming tmr... yeah.. (:

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do i look like i'm missing someone?
i also dunno it myself
anyway i dream is so clever until
the dream can wake me up de
when it was about to reach the interesting part
the dream said to me
"wake up!! is going to get late for sch!!"
i was like blur blur... -.-'''
woke up changed into uniform lor
tied my hair and washed my face
called shi yun and met her
bused to sch...
reached class just nice the bell rang
LOLS...
had assembly in class and temperature taking
having as usual lesson
our class was like very funny today
kept making mdm chew angry
then that xaiver act sissy in class
damn funny de...
even in the music room...
whole class laugh like hell lor
today got literature
forget bring the storybook
lucky teacher never scold (:
math lesson was browsing the magazine
after sch had npcc meeting
for the adventure training camp at pulau ubin
on the 24-26 july
lols i'll miss the 25 july de service
so call wei keat ask him how
then he didn't pick up
so sms him lor
then around half and hrs later
he call back
then told him about the camp lor
then he say must next next week go service
coz tmr i oso not going
then he said good answering
then i say god help me...
bleah... :P
HAHA!!!
first reason last week i go so this week dun nid
alternate day hor... :X
second resaon...
helping up my mum with the furniture...
after that went to mac
and had my lunch there
do the racial harmony day de poster
and went back sch to pass it up
then teacher give each of us one sweet...
saw my geography teacher
wanted to ask her about my geography test mark
but she say monday we will know ):
i now having a very high percentage
that i will fail...
haiz... i must work harder...
bused home after that
saw north brook de girl guide
all malays and they are extremely
noisy in the bus...
can't they be quite?
get down from the nus and fetch bro home
came home use comp
now going to fold clothes
and then at night cannot sleep early
coz mum wan me to help her
to do some housework
coz tmr furniture coming
then must move thing le
haiz... hope is not so tirng
as what i'm thinking now
good luck to myself ba...
after folding hor i will go bathe
then cooked something to eat (:
bye readers :)
stay on with my blog tmr :D

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