haha today nth made me sad...
maybe is becoz the morning prayer...
woke up and went changed
had some soup before meeting shi yun...
went sch faster go hall there...
we pray for today then went down to the parade square...
in the pardae square very boring lor...
went back class...
art - rushed my CA1 art..
maths - new topic but on in the textbook de
i totally dunno what teacher talking about...
OMG..! how? who can helped me sia?
recess - ate western...
lit - rushed back to class or else must have detention
in the end teacher never come... wth!
MT - teacher oso not in coz she got family emergency... LOL
we kept saying teacher got swine flu.. -.-'''
english - chiong my art... as teacher oso talking about swine flu...zzz
after sch went to had my lunch
suddenly we remember we still got D&T haven do finish
then went back sch again...
saw that lau jun ming i played fun of him
i saw me he faster walked away then i blocked him
i say : eh, this my father road there, i got asked u walked isit?
u want walk jiu say my name and pls...
then he dunno my name until i give him a clue...
he very guai.. pui! :x
went to find teacher but hor all teacher meeting
wait until teacher end then we do our D&T...
around 5.45pm then go home leh...
chatted with shi yun about our classmate guys...
we found them quite interesting..
after that bid-gdbye jiu faster rushed home...
and now going to bathe and have my dinner liao
yeah tmr NO SCH! happy sia...
but a bit bored at home
must revise for mid year liao... argh...
sad sia tmr cannot go bowling with care grp friends
surely my mum won't allow de
she will said : exam coming still got time play isit?!
i memorised her line liao... >.<
okay ending here~
ciao~!

today my mood very good
out of the sudden de...
woke up around 6.30am...
rushing up and down...
waited for the bus to come...
reached er tou, wait for another wan...
then hor the students dun wan moved behind one
the sabo others cannot go up
lucky didn't got late...
aunty gwen still outside inviting us leh..
if i'm not wrong today her mood very good. LOLs!
have ODT check... 37 degree Celsius !
after we chatted about formal letter and informal de...
paper 1 starts... for me i think is not so difficult...
finished paper straight go recess...
today almost all lower and upper sec same recess
hehe i saw orange pau... wahoo!
11.10am rushed back to class for paper 2
say about paper 2 i onli can say i'm going to faint
very difficult lor...
i think i will failed my paper 2
but of coz i dun hope too
i pray that i will not failed my english paper
in Jesus name we pray AMEN!
went to mrt station top up my bus stamp
went home can took geo notes out
back to sch i saw orange pau sia... COOL!
waiting for vivien oral ends...
aiyo~ then chatted wif shi yun quite a lot of stuff
after she ends, we walked to chong pang cc there
having lots of fun with y hope friends...
before going home we pray for our exam...
and off we went to er tou...
shi yun mac chicken student meal upsize
and i brought an apple pie...
DELICIOUS!
fetch bro back from sch
and came home to use comp
same as yesterday...
going to iron my uniform
and go bathe...
finally i can relax! hehe!
ciao~!

today cried...
dun u think that this few weeks
my mood isn't as gd as last time?
woke up quite early juz to met church mates...
went to the hall then slack with them...
bell rang went to parade square for assembly
first two periods
english - teacher gave as back english paper mock test
u knew wad a not? i got 8.5 / 30 marks!!!
teacher was totally shocked !
then i at class kept screaming like crazy gal...
my marks is horrible!!!
hope tmr test won't be like that..
2 periods of PE - play captain ball
then the 2N3 malay gals not happy our class
juz becoz we won them...
they kept using malay language to say us sia...
is juz a game, need to take it so serious? -.-'''
project work - ms siti go through history.. duh...
recess - had western food...
saw lau jun ming then i kept teasing him
then he say sry to me very loud
so many ppl looking at me, so i act blur...
after eating... saw chu hong de xiao shuai ge
then she said maybe he got girlfriend le
then sok ping say go double check la...
i said okay lor i accomapany you
while walking sok ping say,
eh u call jun ming tell him i want talk to him
i called le then sok ping dun wan talk
then he asked the chu hong de xiao shuai ge talk to me
then we kept staring at each other onli
then got one girl jiu scold me for nth
she said : eh, his gf here, you still want to take his number arh?
asked the girl permission first la...
then i was like i'm not asking anything is sok ping wanted to talk to jun ming
i wanted to cry in front of them but didn't
then i say sok ping la...
eh you say want talk then u kept acting blur
i got scold for nth leh... FREAK!
that girl better take back her words and say sry
or else she... i dunno wad i will do oso
me and sok ping jiu like that quarreled!
say first i won't settle anything...
i dun wan to care anymore...
for me life realli kills me! SERIOUS!
i onli can do one thing
which is go to a place which no one can find me
i could cry there as much as possible...
science - emo-ing...
i cried in the class...
i told myself, why am i so stress up with friends
why when i became a christan, my life is worse...
why when i with friends i will show my strong face?
but when they are not there my real face came...
i'm very stress with friends now...
WHY WHY WHY ???
i think a lot of times le, maybe this is a best way i can...
tmr onwards, i will not talk to any of my friends
i will be alone after all exam ends!
and see wad can goes next...
sry all my friends.... i knew u guys won't let me do it
but no matter wad pls respect my suggestion...
geo - had filing...
CDL - had lesson about exam...
after sch had literature test...
should be passing...
went library to print art work...
went mei qi house to upload window live messenger thing
and teached her how to put pictures and songs into the handphone
brought bubble tea while going home...
reached home had lunch+ dinner
came here to blog and going off le...
ironed uniform again...
bathe and study for tmr test!
good luck yishunites! all the best for ur english paper!
o.o ya tmr got ODT check dun forget to bring wor...
ciao~!

today LAU JUN MING pissed me off!
seriously today my mood very good de
then he mad me angry sia... nvm
shi yun called me woke up
and met her together go sch...
in the bus never talked to her a single word
reached sch talked to mei qi some personal thing*
MT- chit chatting about Christan thing
there mdm chew kept saying can do ur work dun talk !
while talking we do our work...
MATHS- do practical test..
PE- ran 10 rounds at the parade square
RECESS - ate noddles... brought flower tea
then sok ping went library settle she and shi yun thing
i told her dun nid settle wan
you say how many time, she also like that wan
eg. told her dun nid everyday washed her clothes as she got two clothes
she will replied ya lor... ur correct
then she every wore the same want then like we were just wasting our saliva!
so what's point to say when she dun even wan to listen to our advised?
HISTORY- they both kept talking loudly... sot de
SCIENCE - had re-test. this time i got hope i will pass.. [:
got study wan hor... hehe
ENGLISH - teacher didn't came do worksheet
PG - had our assembly...
i very pity the children sia...
you know why?
they everyday eat ppl who left de food
or even from the dustbin...
if you wre them will you eat?
i realli vomit out wan !
i cried sia... too touching liao..
i prayed to god and hope god will helped them.
last period came back to class and do survey form..
after csh actually nid to stay back for detention wan
coz that time lit almost whole class late
aunty gwen say whole class stay
then the gangster teacher say dun nid then we went to find sok ping
she need to settle some other stuff
so waited for her at the canteen
had my lunch and do homework
ask vincent , cecelia and more...
about maths question
all the dunno how to do or forget liao.. -.-'''
vincent talked to me about npcc thing
then that lau jun ming jiu come...
first first i disturb him coz that time in sch he made my hair like crazy gal
juz playing with him then he very petty
not a guy at all !
then he used word to hurt my feeling
i\at that moment, my heart aches...
felt like crying but dun want show him
*NOTED*
i will forgive you but won't talked to u anymore.
before doing or saying thing pls know what's the consequence
or i will let u take back ur words....
juz dun let me piss my anger out or ur will in a doom.
spam the table and went comp lab 2
do the CDL project...
after that jiu took bus home...
then fetch my bro home and came here post
now going to ironed my clothes and study my literature test for tmr
good luck everyone ! jiayou!
ciao~!

painful day ever
early in the morning
had stomach pain
went toilet lots of time
the whole day :x
is not xie tu zi leh...
very weird de
eat anything stomach jiu pain
dun wish to go sch tmr lor
but can't tmr got science retest!!!
argh... haven touch on it yet
9am mum jiu nag nag nag...
asked me wake up...
i was like very fed up
stomach pain can't she let me sleep for awhile more?
what kind of mother are u?! suan liao la...
ur pattern jiu shi like that won't change for life!
went to ironed uniform for tmr
then slack and watched television when she goes work
use comp and search for something...
play audition awhile while waiting for shi yun to call
she missed call me twice then called her back
then waited for her to come my house watched movie
she brought biscuit to eat...
then i very hungry asked her want go down buy something eat
but she dun wan...
then my money left on the table very long liao
then when she went home i realised my money LOST!
searching up and down but can't found
ask her but she say she didn't...
pissed off man... everytime money lost...
rot....
then i actually did put a song in my phone de
then i kept find can't find it
then i re put many times
but dunno where the hell the song goes
my phone sot sot wan la...
crazy phone... smack you then you know...
okay now going to bathe and wait for dad to buy dinner for me
as i lazy to go down oso...
hehe
later channel 8 got nice show to watched leh...
the star awards... remember to watch...
dun forget wor...
ciao~!

hey i'm here again...
yesterday didn't slept well
had a dream...
but forgot wad's that dream...
woke up change all that
slack at the sofa until 8am
called shi yun woke up and met her up
went sch and had our breakfast
go for mentoring
had english test...
10.30am we went off le
meet vivien they all up
go Y HOPE...
today very fun...
is my first time singing song together with one big grp
vivien asked us to joined
and we ask the god to came into our heart...
i dunno isit rite a not...
but i only know when i go there i dun feel any stress at all
from now on, we eat we pray...
but i still wants to be a free tingle...
coz i dun want to betray any of the god...
i want to be both
first i oso will took joss stick , second i will still pray when i eat
i dunno isit good a not but i will try
i hope both god will forgive me and let me be what i want
once i'm still sry...
went to had our lunch and went home le
in the mrt, i slept like a pig... zzz
until it reaches yishun...
brought bubble tea and yam pie...
wow totally shiok! yummy~~
came home i internet sot sot wan
wait very long sia then can..
darn it! waste so many time
watched 爱就宅一起...
then jiu came here post lor...
now going to bathe and realli must rushed my sch homework liao
or else monday really will DIE first... haha!
I LOVE YOU GODS [:
ciao~!

today very fun...
went sch quite happy
coz today npcc go cyclying not drills...
wahahaha~!
al UG must do drill or that.. bleah...
went sch lesson okay la...
nth much about sch today...
i onli know that npcc is realli fun
went to east coast park and play
while waiting to reached the destination,
i slept in the bus...
play bicycle... super fun sia..
actually decieded to go again tmr
but vivien asked me to go church...
woots!
so long never go liao...
looking forward to it...
hehe~
okay la now going to bathe and rushed my homework
sian tmr still must go mentoring sia...
see ya---
ciao~!

today cry in sch sia... haiz...
woke up called shi yun
dunno why this year like to sleep until very late cai wake up
maybe i'm lazy nowadays.. hehe
went sch quite sian de
first two period art
i skip it coz i going up and down to find teacher
for make up and slipper.
for our english drama de
coz those who do crops de forget to bring
then got one teacher asked us to arrange "O" level oral thing
it seem like very easy but dunno isit hard a not
went back lesson and had our lesson back
when MT lesson came,
then we go find teacher to ask again...
this sch de teacher like don't like make up de. LOL
went for english drama
i wore the sarong then ppl kept saying chio bu here chio bu there
then i very ps sia...
then someone jealous me...
then act la...
mei qi and charmaine told me la...
then i like diam diam lor...
i'm the first grp to perform then i got stag fright lor
i memorise my script but my friend forget
then kept asked me to skip some of my sentence
then i was like very afraid...
then whole thing ruin
i very sad...
i dunno isit my fault or wad...
but my teacher will be fired by his boss now
we cried after the lesson
we disappoint the teacher...
really very guilty now...
cry very long...
then elton is like my bf= best friend* like that
i'm upset he is beside me.
when i'm cold he find something to cover me
when i'm thirsty he brought drink for me...
i know he sometime very annoying but he oso got a kind heart. (:
thx for those who comfort me down...
then i'm okay back something happen again...
piss my ass off sia...
why this worrld really got so many LIAR ?
went to chong pang bought bubble tea
then took bus to er tou
assort chu hong go home take money
while walking she say
say frankly if you put fringe u realli very chio
then i say be a NERD rather to be chio
coz you chio ppl will jealous...
i mean i'm own grp friends. dun misunderstood.
went to had my lunch...
chu hong suddenly talk about his ex
then i oso say my thing
she said i sms him
then i said i didn't hor
already almost 2 week liao lor
coz he lie me then why must i sms him! isn't it rite?
then suddenly cry sia..
then i saw wee kiat... LOL
now i know where the hell he live... -.-''''
very curious for quite a long time...
went to fetch bro home
ask ms priya something but didn't reply
haiz...
lent my sis use comp and i came and used
now came here blog coz later got something to do...
iron clothe lor...
oso must bathe ma...
things alway gone from good to bad...
why, why, why ?
life is so miserable
anyway i'm realli gonna to miss my english drama teacher
and sry for the bad performance...
sry mr aizi, we let you down ):
today is our last met...
bye teacher, all the best for ur future ! (:
JIAYOU!
CIAO~!

wow piss of by my whole class
woke up as usual ( quite late )
went sch... chit chatted...
went to took my D&T book and saw him
he so cold to me sia ):
still act blur didn't saw me...
basically quite sad la
went for lesson...
the mr bala kpkb at shi yun and charmaine
then charmaine scared until cry
wad de sia.. wan complain him lor
HE BETTER BE FIRED!!!
went back class for lesson
okay lesson not so boring
math lesson hor
teacher ask me go take all the workbook
charmaine came wif me too
but i took more
so she no stregth to take to many
then is like very heavy
then i got two cut on my both hands
pity my hands sia...
went back class i told teacher must pay me medical.
you know wad he reply?
wan a MC for today
and is like still lesson at least 30 mins of lesson jiu after sch liao
then i as well dun nid... LOL
teacher very cute.....
after sch our class like wad sia
forever won't co-operate together de
damn tu lan lor
then keep calling them until my gastric pain came
then go until where kept sawing him
still got one time almost bang until him
very pai seh sia...
wen bin they all came
me , shi yun and sok ping give them 2 tight slap
coz very angry then mr ng saw us
he say we abuse ppl isit?
then i say acting for tmr drama...
hehe lucky he believe or else jiu we die
went to memories our script.
finished liao jiu go eat
acompany shi yun to top up z-link then slack at my bro tuition class void deck
around 6.30pm went up fetch him
then jiu went home...
use comp while chit chatting with shi yun in phone
my dad went downstair helped me buy dinner
now having with it
later goin to iron my uniform then jiu go bathe
okay end here ba..
ciao~!

wow today rain sia
went sch almost whole uniform and PE attire wet
wanted to buy pen de then never open
went back class for assembly
english lesson then go buy
haiz... realli very bored
after sch went to ssc to took uniform
went back sch do my project
hell sia out of sudden
my gastric pain came
like that time go hospital
the felling*
lucky got charmaine and hui fen
or else i'm going to faint...
thx godneess... [:
maybe becoz i never had my lunch ba...
hehe :p
went to fetch bro home
and doing project now...
sian la...
this few day dun feel like blogging liao....
nvm...
woots! today didn't saw him sia.. happy (:
ciao~!

today she woke me up la
went sch together lor
sand national anthem x2 sia
freak!
went back class damn boring lor
walao kept thinking of this bastard keep lying to me
LIAR! damn angry!
nvm...
wa kao eh today another to thing angry here sia...
she hor ... i gave up man!
i onli will gave her 3 chances
left 1 nah...
recess went to library wif mei qi and charmaine
cool man... got air conditional de
go back class and had our lesson
after sch had a short talk by mr yeung
went to library...
na bei sia she hor went chong pang
called her so many time she didn't pick up
freak lor!
scold her scold like shit sia.....
say frankly not onli i say
everyone agreed with it...
so not my prob oso
she came back sch then went mei qi home
helped her bro and mei qi solve their comp
is already 6++ liao
then faster rushed to fetched my bro
in the end my elder bro fetch liao... LOL
rushed back and do my project
because of her la...
now must chiong liao lor
too bad for her...
okay end here la...
no mood oso
disappoint me alot sia...
suan la.. won't talk to him anymore
ciao~!

boring day....
didn't slept well, dunno why
today woke up
went to ironed my uniform and bro de
watch television until1pm
went into my dad room
and listen to song...
suddenly something pop out
this time round i will gave you one last chance
if you again never do wad you say
dun ever talk to me anymore...
coz i fully disappointed in you...
okay let drop this subject
played wif my bro until 3pm like that
then watched television...
watched until now....
today really nth to let me do sia...
rot... rot... rot...
morning bro use comp
afternoon sis so now i use
first time so late use comp sia.. -.-'''
but use oso nth to do... realli very sian...
maybe goin to find my song out...
later should be going to contuine to watched my show liao...
ciao~!

today woke up around 10am
kept watching television
almost all the show quite nice...
not bored at all... [:
mum asked me to fold clothes
after jiu went to bathe
finding my hair net but LOST
darn it...
called shi yun woke up and asked her to helped me buy hair net
then pay her back...
waiting for mum to cooked for me...
waited for the whole morning lor....
until 2pm i ate very fast and met shi yun
went to took bus and went to yishun town sec
their sch very BIG sia... very shiok...
then shi yun kept repeating this thing...
is like very annoying sia.. LOL
saw my cadets then we sat together and chit chatted
while waiting for the bus we listen to songs...
the bus brought us to police academic...
a lof of sch sia.... go there for the npap de thing de
they provided us onli bread, pie and a packet of drink nah...
there look at their performance
wow i tell u hor,
at the parade got a lot of ppl faint sia...
got one still bring to hospital...
very scary lor...
but overall their performance realli very gd...
took bus back to ytss...
went to np and assorted shi yun top up her ez-link
while talking a lot of ppl looking at us sia..
very embarrasses lor...
got one thing more embarrasses which is
while walking to long john silver
i fell in the middle of the way
then a lot of ppl kept looking at me us... OMG!!!
then is like my first time fell very pain
if a person know me very well
he / she should know i dun like to have scar or fall down...
is like wad the hell sia...
now my two keen very pain lor...
should be going to have blue-black
had dinner at long john sliver
and went back home....
came home saw no one at home sia...
faster go bathe and came here to blog...
now watching together de show...
okay going to put all the food inside the refrigerator
juz awhile and going to sleep le...
today quite a tiring day...
see ya tmr...
ciao~!

will be blogging with a short post today
woke up around 7am
mum kept saying why never go sch
then replied her and continue my beauty sleep
woke up around 9.30am
mum asked me go downstair buy shoe
went down and came back
now rushing my 愛就宅一起 de show
later gonna bathe and called shi yun woke up
go and have our brunch and go sch
later got speech day
until quite late....
later see first whether still wan on comp a not...
o.o ya tmr oso got npap de thing
until 8pm++ sia...
maybe tmr will not me blogging
pls take note!
busy now~~~~
ciao~!

today 5 station test
woke up changed and woke shi yun up
met her and mei qi
and went sch together
eat pau and bell rang
first period art...
very very boring kept yawning...
math teacher bo come
10 of my classmate including me
went to general office help to make the magazine for every level
went to staff room and gave out
then teacher said gals no strength asked boi help can liao
asked us go back class
then all gals not happy lor...
kept putting the blame at yap peng...
at class stayed awhile jiu recess liao
after that literature...
jiu science...
then had test...
during test, i very focus on the paper...
coz didn't study for science...
yesterday quite busy
never heard she called me lor
went mt lesson came i put my hair at her chair nah
then she kept saying loudly said wad she called me i dun wan replied her
then say wad huey juan and sok ping heard
then sok ping say she never heard. she talked to her nicely back
after that leh she continue say me...
i say na bei eh i didn't heard then she nid to kept nagging de ma
like my fault like that...
then she say okay la lend me pencil led la
then i lend her then you know how she replied
thank you la.... wif a freaking voice
then si bei tu lan lor...
kept scolding bad words... eg walao , nah bei...
nah bei sia... no mood do mt test oso...
after that english drama...
test the sarong coz next week will be wearing it and act
dunno isit nice a not... but hope won't be ugly
after sch, had lunch and waited for the 5 station test
my sit and reach and standing board jump onli 1 mark lor
very lan sia... lazy to do exercise de consequences jiu shi like that lor
do until 4 plus then watched an office gal playing piano
then walked to chong pang with my friends
brought thing eat and saw my sis and bro friend
chit chat awhile and took bus home
fetched bro home and came here post liao
yeah tmr dun nid go sch
but hor goot speech day sia...
3pm must be ready... sian....
now going to iron all the clothes and go bathe
surely must have a gd rest
hehe (:
anyway sry readers kept scolding bad words...
my bad word not so worse la... very simple de [:
ciao~!

today isn't bad or gd day
juz okay okay nah...
very late woke up
went sch forget brinh D&T book
then went class to take my friend de
but oso not there
so lend from 2n3 de gal, vivian
thanks godness for her
or else will kanna scold like shit
after that had chinese lesson
recess saw cp sia
onli every wednesday can saw... haiz
dun misunderstood wor
is like i saw him i can happy up
won't feel sad everyday ma (:
IT and music okay okay onli la
not so bored... quite fun coz of air-conditional :P
then maths teacher again never come lor...
after sch thought no more cme but actually still have de
today then is the real last lesson. woots!
at there super boring.. wasting my time onli
after sch went home then ivan called me
asked me helped him find elton
coz he took 1/8 classroom key then is ivan ez-link
then ivan can't take back his card
we searched up and low but in the end....
the key is already given back
when we asked they say haven returned in the first place
we like wad the hell lor...
then went mac wif shi yun
we saw a person not like a guy oso not like a gal
omg lor... that person is like super fat wan
then shi yun keep laughing at him
then that person scold us in malay lor
he say our sch wad yishun here yishun there
then say wad wan to complain...
freak sia... then that person sabo me lor
he threw something at two northland sec de
then they looked at me thought i threw
wad the hell ! very angry at that moment...
told shi yun something...
is about i'm hating myself more and more
and finding myself very useless...
suan liao... coz i already gave up in myself. hopeless.
went back home took fee money
go to my bro tuition there pay money
came back home chit chat with shi yun again
we do our functional writing and fetch my bro home
seriously i dunno how to write
so is sis helped me do de (: hehe
but she kept threatening me de lor... ):
had my dinner and came here post
now goin to bathe liao
sian tmr got test sia...
gd luck everyone.
ciao~!

early in the morning came "that thing"
already no mood liao
then met shi yun up and oso met mei qi
went sch together...
went to the locker and took our books
and is already bell rang... no time to eat
today hair check again...
lesson is quite boring....
then plus my gastric pain came back
but no choice no more medicine to eat
onli can suffer the pain nah....
science lesson wrote my dairy entry
think back about pass few days,
i'm very sad...
asking myself am i walking in a wrong way...
maybe u all dun understand this sentence.
but better dun know.
slept in science lesson... was very tired
maybe didn't sleep well yesterday nite...
after sch went to take books from locker and revise
then saw him was very cold to each other...
didn't care oso... coz i can't even care at all!
went to canteen and study...
saw cp sia... one word to describe *****!
had my lunch and chit chat with my friends...
try to make myself happy always
coz i can't really happy up at all time...
maybe i showing my strong faces to everyone whom i know
but u can't see how sad i am...
went home and something happen
lazy to say... hehe
now goin to bathe and do homework liao...
5 more days to go on!
and it fully ended! THE END!
ciao~!

totally bo mood today
woke up at 4.30am
actually wanted to bathe
but onli washed my body
coz the water very cold
then called shi yun wake up
she came my house there
then pass me my thing and went to er tou meet mei qi
before that went to buy bread to eat
went she totally emo
coz of "two thing" hanging on my mind
extremely fed up people betray and lie me de sia
that person lie me de didn't came
lucky or else surely gave that person attitude de
suan liao la... i won't talk to that person for 1 week i swear
got a lot of lesson teacher didn't come
so quite slack...
then Assembly talk talk about how to know whether ur friend is unusual
i was like... no one cares about this de lor ( for me)
they talk talk talk....
talk until take away my lunch time. freak sia
dismissed liao jiu faster go change into npcc uniform
wad the hell! realli realli very tired for the speech day.
wao lao eh, speech day pupils dun nid come sch
onli involves in speech day must come
not onli this...
we come oso didn't provide dinner de sia
last year got then this year dun have.
i hate this kind of days in sch lor...
haiz... no choice must stay in this sch for a few years more... ):
after reahearsal actually wanted to go back home
then the lau jun ming from ncc de called me and shi yun
asked us to help him eat... LOL
lucky i'm clever i said pass to the cleaner aunties
then we solve... study awhile while he used my phone
then jiu went mac to had our dinner
chit chat a lot of thing....
quite upset and disappointed...
haiz.... hate this kind of days...
the best thing is today that person never disturb me liao
coz the person didn't come... quite happy
can be happy one day juz becoz of this thing..LOL
haiz maybe today that thing again happen... i ready dun wish too...
but surely will have de lor
ciao~!

haha i'm back again
woke up around 9am
ironed my clothes
went to the supermarket helped mum bought groceries
called shi yun and chat for some matter(secret) :p
came home continue my ironing and polished my boots
had my breakfast and teach bro study
after that fold clothes and had my lunch
went to bathe and wanted use comp
then comp spoil sia...
but i solve it (:
mum asked me gave bro use to study
so lend him first lor
after he used, of coz i used
while using teached him again
then watched Rolling Love / 翻滾吧! 蛋炒飯!
this show very long liao
but forget to watch. hehe
juz watched finished first episode nah
goin to continue watched...
ciao~!
looking forward for my new bag and shoes (:

_____EDITED______

sry readers
didn't post yesterday
basically yesterday woke up at 7am
then meet shi yun up
went sch for lesson
after that when north point
meet xiu jing and accompany her to buy her wallet
then shi yun and me when to kk hospital
wanted to buy my medicine but can't
went back to interchange
sis told me my mum at home
faster rushed home
then shi yun help me brought my sch shoes and sch bag
yeah of coz i gave her money...
then monday went sch she pass me
came home, i'm all wet then went to bathe
my mum kept canning my bro for hrs sia
from 3pm to 10pm non-stop
pity him sia...
yesterday think a lot of thing
asked myself why ppl like to lie?
why if ppl can't do it must say he/she can do it?
i very disappointed and angry wif one person... ):
haiz... never mind.
ciao~
_______EDITED_______
later then update about today(:

today is good friday
dun nid to go sch so slept until quite late
do my thing and take a look at my phone
saw his message
yesterday quite angry of something
then i ate 6-8 tablets at once
so today no more to eat
didn't eat my pain came back....
that person came and disturb me again
i replied her back
but accidentally send to him oso
told him sry send wrong person
then he like angry like that
yesterday he oso started to ignored me...
i oso dunno wad to do
can u stop hurting me?
maybe as u said i not fit to be his friend
okay fine ! u wanted me not to be close to him
at sch i already didn't talk to him
saw him i juz ignored him
then now even he sms me oso cannot isit?
wad you wan me do?
i already do wad you wan, you still wan wad?
me and his friendship like already ended...
i oso gave up myself le...
i wanted to do one thing which is be a mute gal forever
i'm carry a big and heavy bag
this bag consisting of all my friends secret and those person hurting me.
i'm enough..... no one will know how it's feel.
now i just wanted to tell that person
u had done a gd job! i will fully forget him...
u should very happy!
and i oso wanted to tell him
sry, my close friend, which know me very well
u should very disappointed on me
i'm sry...
u still got a lot of close friend to care rite?
dun care me anymore, care them...
when ever i talked about this i cried...
my heartache...
the scar, the pain will forever there
i'm very tired for this matter
i hope it ends here...
ciao~!

yesterday very late sleep sia...
chiong all my homework and study until very late
lucky he wait for me but he like wait until sleep
coz i message him/ call him he oso didn't repiled de
haiz... but dunno whether his hp got prob a not...
dunno got receive my message a not... nvm
can't woke up at 5am to study
then 6 plus then woke up
went sch like saw him very angry...
quite sad... ):
today got math and chinese test
maths quite difficult then chinese easy...
drama okay liao...
after sch waiting for shi yun and charmaine
they have detention...
while waiting mei qi send songs
then i saw him, he like gave me attitude...
after that jiu went home
while waiting for the bus....
pei shan and shirley keep doing " that thing"
they are some sorts of pervert including me. :x
haha... then he message me
i say i haven eat medicine coz no water
then he reply... maybe he's angry liao... suan liao
went to pass my mum her wallet then fetch bro home
then i damn pissed off by her...
she very wad lor... haiz dun wan say her too much
spoil my mood sia...
came here post... and chatting on phone with sok ping
gtg le..
ciao~!

will not post too long...
sch is as usual...
today got D&T test
the paper okay la
mayb can pass nah...
coz didn't study...
after sch actually wanted to skip cme de
then if skip pass go back for extra lessson
bo bian must go lor...
then he called me...
almost tio confiscate by teacher sia. heng sia.
after that lesson, faster chiong home
in the end still late for speech day
rush here rush there...
then onli got one rehearsal...
jiu end liao...
but quite gd la early end...
the hwee yee pull me to play with gg and ncc friends
he called me go home then i jiu go home liao
slack around and fetch my bro home...
now reached home had my medicine
then came here blog le
i had a lot of homework sia...
plus tmr got maths test...
gd luck 2n4...
god will bless us to pass de.
do all the best u can...
got to chiong everything now...
ciao~!

hey i'm back again... LOL
not in a gd mood today..
came to sch i again thinking of the money lost.
i kept looking at the roof top
thinking with i'm there is there anyone who will noticing
the answer should be NO.
went back class and had english test
then hope to get high marks
coz i kept thinking others thing when doing...
but i juz hope to pass.
PE had 2.4km test...
half way through running,
i had a very great gastric pain
luckly got hwee yee and shi yun helped
we three all pass...
hwee yee got 15.53
me and shi yun get 15.54
is gd that we did improve la
had project work after that
recess slack at canteen.
science lesson okay la...
then CDL we had nth to do de lor
coz we already done our project
and it was like onli my grp done...
after sch mr tok called me...
then we chit chat lor...
then saw him, he said eat ur medicine liao ma
i say dun haf... he actually quite angry de
then i say okay okay i eat later...
eat liao then waited for shi yun and chu hong for their oral
after that do my own things near staff room there de table.
he walked pass me without noticing...
then he cough pass my ears... LOL
i tio shocked sia...
accompany shi yun to np top up ez-link
then went back sch...
again saw him but didn't talk
coz he's quite busy
then he sms me la then we chit chat
but he suddenly stop his sms
dunno wad happen? or he's angry?
but nvm la...
tmr got D&T test must go study liao...
gd luck 2n4, all the best (:
ciao~!

today a lots of things happened
early in the morning having gastric pain...
went to the office saw the person which i dun wish to see at all...
yeah it did spoil my mood.
but i din't care him at all...
had PE before recess,
after that accompany mei qi go back class
i changed my clothes and went to washed my face
came back saw zhenting, xueting, hweeyee and huey juan.
waited for them to come out and mei qi locked the door
but after recess, shi yun found out that her money lost lor...
then she very angry wantde to find aunty gwen but she not in
then she kept crying non-stop
mr phua saw it then asked
he came to our class and check our bags...
then he found the wallet at boys de toilet
then mr ng and mr phua asked sok ping,
who came back the class before?
she said the six of us...
juz like that we tio suspected and go for body check lor
after they check our body dun haf anything
but u know wad a not ma?
mr phua still wan to called our parents lor...
is like wad the lor...
my family won't cares me and onli will blame me is i stole it
it's like no one will believe me lor...
after sch leh got oral test...
after that meet shi yun and she's was like crazy as me
when we were down u will do one thing
that is buy as much thing as possible to relax our self
but be4 i met her, i went home first
then i found out that the money which i wanted to pay charmaine is all LOST!
is my very hard earn money to save until i didn't had to eat
then all lost leh...
i in a very pain feeling...
then he message him ask me am i okay...
and i told him my feeling
he's the onli one who knows my feeling mor than my friends
yes my friends did believe
but i dunno why had a strange feeling towards them...
maybe i think too much le ba...
i find until 8 something still can't find
then i told him i dun wish to eat
coz no appetite at all
but he forces me...
went to eat lor then jiu go bathe
while bathing, i cried...
i telling myself i useless... i'm stupid...
knocking on the walls a few times...
i really dunno leh
why the person who done wrong didn't get anything
but the victim eg. me must carry all the burden..
i really sick amd tired liao...
pls stop all this thing le...
if it's carry on, i really will gone crazy de...
hopeless...
dun wish to say more liao...
surely tmr ppl will gossipe the six of us
coz we tio suspect ma...
tmr surely got a lot of ppl emo-ing de...
haiz..
ciao~!

today woke up jiu ironed bro and mine uniform
had my breakfast
and watched television.
went to bathe and waiting for shi yun call
use comp and watch 爱就宅一起
coz yesterday nite didn't watch
when she came, we chiong for our chinese project
as tmr must pass it up
finally we done all the project liao
i can study for my mid year le...
around 3-4pm like that
went down to buy some snacks
watch television awhile and continue our project
not long ago juzt do finished it.. yeah...
one thing to trouble me
which is where am i goin to save all my project? argh...
maybe using my bro thumb drive ba..LOL
end here
ciao~!

back to blogging again.
everyday wrote "back again"
write until very sian liao.. zzz
let's start my grandmother story again
see? got new word to say liao... woots!
woke up changed and called "THANG SHI YUN"( beautiful rite ?) wake up
she hor... so... ( better dun say )
later she gave me a big tight slap...
went to sch for mentoring...
quite fun la...
we made fun of our name
eg.. shi yun = tan si he...
my one more funny but better dun say very sia suay de
after that played bingo and captain ball
jiu went home liao...
jiu do our project...
then cooked for me and shi yun
came back and do project
do until now la..
then had dinner
the thang shi yun wan go home liao..
happy liao lor?
now goin to bathe...
ciao~!

ys it's true that i'm sleepy
had schooling
and npcc
we had speech day rehearsal
mr yeung wan us to be the best in speech day rehearsal
after that all the sec3 had their promotion test
OMG i very scared the day came to us
i hate it the most
coz i very weak in saying the commands..
argh...
when they were having test,
we went to join the sec 1
we played wif them
went to the foyer
first first i onli saw the sir didn't saw wee keat de
then i turn back again i jump very high
i got shocked !!!!
then he say " wad so scared about me?"
(in a quite far distance )
i repiled back with hand
and said nth.. nth...
HAHA!
then we chatted wif them happily
it was like our first time to talk to them
we dun find it scared anymore.
dunno why... maybe they are friendly
went back to join npcc then off we waiting fo bus
at the bus stop something happen
then i 'm so piss off by shi yun
if the rumours spread until his ear,
hope he won't angry...
i'm realli very scared
coz if he heard anything again
you realli dunno how he will do..
juz becoz of shi yun words..
even i oso angry , so how can that be he won't?
came home jiu faster bathe...
slack awhile and had my dinner
waited for my sis to finished using comp
wait until i slept off
until 10 plus sia...
came back use and i had 8-15 people talk to me at msn
i like omg lor...
lazy to reply them
but got one person he very zzz
the person said
"can i ask u one question??just one...are u avoiding me???o.o
i was liao -.-'''
he told my personal is refering to him
or els why he aked me lor...
lame...
then lazy to blog
so wrote a few words
then today ( 4 April )
then eidt it :P
haha
ciao!

early post ~
just a short post
and i will turn off my comp
after sch must stay back becoz of my english drama
you know wad a not
we memorised the sing to dawn de
then he say next week
then i tio scold by teacher
coz mei qi keep asking me to ask teacher question
she thought i angry my i didn't
hehe (:
assort shi yun and mei qi to top up their card
jiu went home
had my lunch and came to use comp
finding this song called 休止符 - 刘慧祺
but can't find it... whoever got the full version of this song
pls send me... (:
fetch bro home and came here post
goin to study for my history test for tmr
and must wirte 200 words of sumarry
about sing to dawn on chapter 8...
our literature teacher looks ah lian sia...
last year saw her always wear home clothes at auntie gwen room
LOL... today got 2 upper sec follow wad she say onli
her ah lian action came out... zzzz
k end blogging~
ciao`!

today woke up
do everything which is needed
called shi yun
and met her at vending machine.
find out that today my hair very neat than the others days. (:
after sch got CME sian liao
actually got test de
lucky when we sec1 we haven learn some malay words
but next week jiu got test liao.. rot ):
after that when to top up my bus stamp
fetch mei qi home and slack at her house awhile
went back sch for rehearsal
freak sia today my left leg sprain
then wen bin still step onto it for quite a mins
but he didn't my left leg hurt
so didn't blame him
stand until wanted to cried out
louis and bazli came...
thx goodness...
those who helped me realli thxs a lot
i appreciate it. (:
took bus home after that
fetch bro home the called mr ang
tell him i'm safe at home liao
sian la...
why speech day coming then i sprain my leg sia... suay...
okay goin to memorise me script for tmr english drama
after jiu go bathe ba...
ciao~!

haha today nth made me sad...
maybe is becoz the morning prayer...
woke up and went changed
had some soup before meeting shi yun...
went sch faster go hall there...
we pray for today then went down to the parade square...
in the pardae square very boring lor...
went back class...
art - rushed my CA1 art..
maths - new topic but on in the textbook de
i totally dunno what teacher talking about...
OMG..! how? who can helped me sia?
recess - ate western...
lit - rushed back to class or else must have detention
in the end teacher never come... wth!
MT - teacher oso not in coz she got family emergency... LOL
we kept saying teacher got swine flu.. -.-'''
english - chiong my art... as teacher oso talking about swine flu...zzz
after sch went to had my lunch
suddenly we remember we still got D&T haven do finish
then went back sch again...
saw that lau jun ming i played fun of him
i saw me he faster walked away then i blocked him
i say : eh, this my father road there, i got asked u walked isit?
u want walk jiu say my name and pls...
then he dunno my name until i give him a clue...
he very guai.. pui! :x
went to find teacher but hor all teacher meeting
wait until teacher end then we do our D&T...
around 5.45pm then go home leh...
chatted with shi yun about our classmate guys...
we found them quite interesting..
after that bid-gdbye jiu faster rushed home...
and now going to bathe and have my dinner liao
yeah tmr NO SCH! happy sia...
but a bit bored at home
must revise for mid year liao... argh...
sad sia tmr cannot go bowling with care grp friends
surely my mum won't allow de
she will said : exam coming still got time play isit?!
i memorised her line liao... >.<
okay ending here~
ciao~!

today my mood very good
out of the sudden de...
woke up around 6.30am...
rushing up and down...
waited for the bus to come...
reached er tou, wait for another wan...
then hor the students dun wan moved behind one
the sabo others cannot go up
lucky didn't got late...
aunty gwen still outside inviting us leh..
if i'm not wrong today her mood very good. LOLs!
have ODT check... 37 degree Celsius !
after we chatted about formal letter and informal de...
paper 1 starts... for me i think is not so difficult...
finished paper straight go recess...
today almost all lower and upper sec same recess
hehe i saw orange pau... wahoo!
11.10am rushed back to class for paper 2
say about paper 2 i onli can say i'm going to faint
very difficult lor...
i think i will failed my paper 2
but of coz i dun hope too
i pray that i will not failed my english paper
in Jesus name we pray AMEN!
went to mrt station top up my bus stamp
went home can took geo notes out
back to sch i saw orange pau sia... COOL!
waiting for vivien oral ends...
aiyo~ then chatted wif shi yun quite a lot of stuff
after she ends, we walked to chong pang cc there
having lots of fun with y hope friends...
before going home we pray for our exam...
and off we went to er tou...
shi yun mac chicken student meal upsize
and i brought an apple pie...
DELICIOUS!
fetch bro back from sch
and came home to use comp
same as yesterday...
going to iron my uniform
and go bathe...
finally i can relax! hehe!
ciao~!

today cried...
dun u think that this few weeks
my mood isn't as gd as last time?
woke up quite early juz to met church mates...
went to the hall then slack with them...
bell rang went to parade square for assembly
first two periods
english - teacher gave as back english paper mock test
u knew wad a not? i got 8.5 / 30 marks!!!
teacher was totally shocked !
then i at class kept screaming like crazy gal...
my marks is horrible!!!
hope tmr test won't be like that..
2 periods of PE - play captain ball
then the 2N3 malay gals not happy our class
juz becoz we won them...
they kept using malay language to say us sia...
is juz a game, need to take it so serious? -.-'''
project work - ms siti go through history.. duh...
recess - had western food...
saw lau jun ming then i kept teasing him
then he say sry to me very loud
so many ppl looking at me, so i act blur...
after eating... saw chu hong de xiao shuai ge
then she said maybe he got girlfriend le
then sok ping say go double check la...
i said okay lor i accomapany you
while walking sok ping say,
eh u call jun ming tell him i want talk to him
i called le then sok ping dun wan talk
then he asked the chu hong de xiao shuai ge talk to me
then we kept staring at each other onli
then got one girl jiu scold me for nth
she said : eh, his gf here, you still want to take his number arh?
asked the girl permission first la...
then i was like i'm not asking anything is sok ping wanted to talk to jun ming
i wanted to cry in front of them but didn't
then i say sok ping la...
eh you say want talk then u kept acting blur
i got scold for nth leh... FREAK!
that girl better take back her words and say sry
or else she... i dunno wad i will do oso
me and sok ping jiu like that quarreled!
say first i won't settle anything...
i dun wan to care anymore...
for me life realli kills me! SERIOUS!
i onli can do one thing
which is go to a place which no one can find me
i could cry there as much as possible...
science - emo-ing...
i cried in the class...
i told myself, why am i so stress up with friends
why when i became a christan, my life is worse...
why when i with friends i will show my strong face?
but when they are not there my real face came...
i'm very stress with friends now...
WHY WHY WHY ???
i think a lot of times le, maybe this is a best way i can...
tmr onwards, i will not talk to any of my friends
i will be alone after all exam ends!
and see wad can goes next...
sry all my friends.... i knew u guys won't let me do it
but no matter wad pls respect my suggestion...
geo - had filing...
CDL - had lesson about exam...
after sch had literature test...
should be passing...
went library to print art work...
went mei qi house to upload window live messenger thing
and teached her how to put pictures and songs into the handphone
brought bubble tea while going home...
reached home had lunch+ dinner
came here to blog and going off le...
ironed uniform again...
bathe and study for tmr test!
good luck yishunites! all the best for ur english paper!
o.o ya tmr got ODT check dun forget to bring wor...
ciao~!

today LAU JUN MING pissed me off!
seriously today my mood very good de
then he mad me angry sia... nvm
shi yun called me woke up
and met her together go sch...
in the bus never talked to her a single word
reached sch talked to mei qi some personal thing*
MT- chit chatting about Christan thing
there mdm chew kept saying can do ur work dun talk !
while talking we do our work...
MATHS- do practical test..
PE- ran 10 rounds at the parade square
RECESS - ate noddles... brought flower tea
then sok ping went library settle she and shi yun thing
i told her dun nid settle wan
you say how many time, she also like that wan
eg. told her dun nid everyday washed her clothes as she got two clothes
she will replied ya lor... ur correct
then she every wore the same want then like we were just wasting our saliva!
so what's point to say when she dun even wan to listen to our advised?
HISTORY- they both kept talking loudly... sot de
SCIENCE - had re-test. this time i got hope i will pass.. [:
got study wan hor... hehe
ENGLISH - teacher didn't came do worksheet
PG - had our assembly...
i very pity the children sia...
you know why?
they everyday eat ppl who left de food
or even from the dustbin...
if you wre them will you eat?
i realli vomit out wan !
i cried sia... too touching liao..
i prayed to god and hope god will helped them.
last period came back to class and do survey form..
after csh actually nid to stay back for detention wan
coz that time lit almost whole class late
aunty gwen say whole class stay
then the gangster teacher say dun nid then we went to find sok ping
she need to settle some other stuff
so waited for her at the canteen
had my lunch and do homework
ask vincent , cecelia and more...
about maths question
all the dunno how to do or forget liao.. -.-'''
vincent talked to me about npcc thing
then that lau jun ming jiu come...
first first i disturb him coz that time in sch he made my hair like crazy gal
juz playing with him then he very petty
not a guy at all !
then he used word to hurt my feeling
i\at that moment, my heart aches...
felt like crying but dun want show him
*NOTED*
i will forgive you but won't talked to u anymore.
before doing or saying thing pls know what's the consequence
or i will let u take back ur words....
juz dun let me piss my anger out or ur will in a doom.
spam the table and went comp lab 2
do the CDL project...
after that jiu took bus home...
then fetch my bro home and came here post
now going to ironed my clothes and study my literature test for tmr
good luck everyone ! jiayou!
ciao~!

painful day ever
early in the morning
had stomach pain
went toilet lots of time
the whole day :x
is not xie tu zi leh...
very weird de
eat anything stomach jiu pain
dun wish to go sch tmr lor
but can't tmr got science retest!!!
argh... haven touch on it yet
9am mum jiu nag nag nag...
asked me wake up...
i was like very fed up
stomach pain can't she let me sleep for awhile more?
what kind of mother are u?! suan liao la...
ur pattern jiu shi like that won't change for life!
went to ironed uniform for tmr
then slack and watched television when she goes work
use comp and search for something...
play audition awhile while waiting for shi yun to call
she missed call me twice then called her back
then waited for her to come my house watched movie
she brought biscuit to eat...
then i very hungry asked her want go down buy something eat
but she dun wan...
then my money left on the table very long liao
then when she went home i realised my money LOST!
searching up and down but can't found
ask her but she say she didn't...
pissed off man... everytime money lost...
rot....
then i actually did put a song in my phone de
then i kept find can't find it
then i re put many times
but dunno where the hell the song goes
my phone sot sot wan la...
crazy phone... smack you then you know...
okay now going to bathe and wait for dad to buy dinner for me
as i lazy to go down oso...
hehe
later channel 8 got nice show to watched leh...
the star awards... remember to watch...
dun forget wor...
ciao~!

hey i'm here again...
yesterday didn't slept well
had a dream...
but forgot wad's that dream...
woke up change all that
slack at the sofa until 8am
called shi yun woke up and met her up
went sch and had our breakfast
go for mentoring
had english test...
10.30am we went off le
meet vivien they all up
go Y HOPE...
today very fun...
is my first time singing song together with one big grp
vivien asked us to joined
and we ask the god to came into our heart...
i dunno isit rite a not...
but i only know when i go there i dun feel any stress at all
from now on, we eat we pray...
but i still wants to be a free tingle...
coz i dun want to betray any of the god...
i want to be both
first i oso will took joss stick , second i will still pray when i eat
i dunno isit good a not but i will try
i hope both god will forgive me and let me be what i want
once i'm still sry...
went to had our lunch and went home le
in the mrt, i slept like a pig... zzz
until it reaches yishun...
brought bubble tea and yam pie...
wow totally shiok! yummy~~
came home i internet sot sot wan
wait very long sia then can..
darn it! waste so many time
watched 爱就宅一起...
then jiu came here post lor...
now going to bathe and realli must rushed my sch homework liao
or else monday really will DIE first... haha!
I LOVE YOU GODS [:
ciao~!

today very fun...
went sch quite happy
coz today npcc go cyclying not drills...
wahahaha~!
al UG must do drill or that.. bleah...
went sch lesson okay la...
nth much about sch today...
i onli know that npcc is realli fun
went to east coast park and play
while waiting to reached the destination,
i slept in the bus...
play bicycle... super fun sia..
actually decieded to go again tmr
but vivien asked me to go church...
woots!
so long never go liao...
looking forward to it...
hehe~
okay la now going to bathe and rushed my homework
sian tmr still must go mentoring sia...
see ya---
ciao~!

today cry in sch sia... haiz...
woke up called shi yun
dunno why this year like to sleep until very late cai wake up
maybe i'm lazy nowadays.. hehe
went sch quite sian de
first two period art
i skip it coz i going up and down to find teacher
for make up and slipper.
for our english drama de
coz those who do crops de forget to bring
then got one teacher asked us to arrange "O" level oral thing
it seem like very easy but dunno isit hard a not
went back lesson and had our lesson back
when MT lesson came,
then we go find teacher to ask again...
this sch de teacher like don't like make up de. LOL
went for english drama
i wore the sarong then ppl kept saying chio bu here chio bu there
then i very ps sia...
then someone jealous me...
then act la...
mei qi and charmaine told me la...
then i like diam diam lor...
i'm the first grp to perform then i got stag fright lor
i memorise my script but my friend forget
then kept asked me to skip some of my sentence
then i was like very afraid...
then whole thing ruin
i very sad...
i dunno isit my fault or wad...
but my teacher will be fired by his boss now
we cried after the lesson
we disappoint the teacher...
really very guilty now...
cry very long...
then elton is like my bf= best friend* like that
i'm upset he is beside me.
when i'm cold he find something to cover me
when i'm thirsty he brought drink for me...
i know he sometime very annoying but he oso got a kind heart. (:
thx for those who comfort me down...
then i'm okay back something happen again...
piss my ass off sia...
why this worrld really got so many LIAR ?
went to chong pang bought bubble tea
then took bus to er tou
assort chu hong go home take money
while walking she say
say frankly if you put fringe u realli very chio
then i say be a NERD rather to be chio
coz you chio ppl will jealous...
i mean i'm own grp friends. dun misunderstood.
went to had my lunch...
chu hong suddenly talk about his ex
then i oso say my thing
she said i sms him
then i said i didn't hor
already almost 2 week liao lor
coz he lie me then why must i sms him! isn't it rite?
then suddenly cry sia..
then i saw wee kiat... LOL
now i know where the hell he live... -.-''''
very curious for quite a long time...
went to fetch bro home
ask ms priya something but didn't reply
haiz...
lent my sis use comp and i came and used
now came here blog coz later got something to do...
iron clothe lor...
oso must bathe ma...
things alway gone from good to bad...
why, why, why ?
life is so miserable
anyway i'm realli gonna to miss my english drama teacher
and sry for the bad performance...
sry mr aizi, we let you down ):
today is our last met...
bye teacher, all the best for ur future ! (:
JIAYOU!
CIAO~!

wow piss of by my whole class
woke up as usual ( quite late )
went sch... chit chatted...
went to took my D&T book and saw him
he so cold to me sia ):
still act blur didn't saw me...
basically quite sad la
went for lesson...
the mr bala kpkb at shi yun and charmaine
then charmaine scared until cry
wad de sia.. wan complain him lor
HE BETTER BE FIRED!!!
went back class for lesson
okay lesson not so boring
math lesson hor
teacher ask me go take all the workbook
charmaine came wif me too
but i took more
so she no stregth to take to many
then is like very heavy
then i got two cut on my both hands
pity my hands sia...
went back class i told teacher must pay me medical.
you know wad he reply?
wan a MC for today
and is like still lesson at least 30 mins of lesson jiu after sch liao
then i as well dun nid... LOL
teacher very cute.....
after sch our class like wad sia
forever won't co-operate together de
damn tu lan lor
then keep calling them until my gastric pain came
then go until where kept sawing him
still got one time almost bang until him
very pai seh sia...
wen bin they all came
me , shi yun and sok ping give them 2 tight slap
coz very angry then mr ng saw us
he say we abuse ppl isit?
then i say acting for tmr drama...
hehe lucky he believe or else jiu we die
went to memories our script.
finished liao jiu go eat
acompany shi yun to top up z-link then slack at my bro tuition class void deck
around 6.30pm went up fetch him
then jiu went home...
use comp while chit chatting with shi yun in phone
my dad went downstair helped me buy dinner
now having with it
later goin to iron my uniform then jiu go bathe
okay end here ba..
ciao~!

wow today rain sia
went sch almost whole uniform and PE attire wet
wanted to buy pen de then never open
went back class for assembly
english lesson then go buy
haiz... realli very bored
after sch went to ssc to took uniform
went back sch do my project
hell sia out of sudden
my gastric pain came
like that time go hospital
the felling*
lucky got charmaine and hui fen
or else i'm going to faint...
thx godneess... [:
maybe becoz i never had my lunch ba...
hehe :p
went to fetch bro home
and doing project now...
sian la...
this few day dun feel like blogging liao....
nvm...
woots! today didn't saw him sia.. happy (:
ciao~!

today she woke me up la
went sch together lor
sand national anthem x2 sia
freak!
went back class damn boring lor
walao kept thinking of this bastard keep lying to me
LIAR! damn angry!
nvm...
wa kao eh today another to thing angry here sia...
she hor ... i gave up man!
i onli will gave her 3 chances
left 1 nah...
recess went to library wif mei qi and charmaine
cool man... got air conditional de
go back class and had our lesson
after sch had a short talk by mr yeung
went to library...
na bei sia she hor went chong pang
called her so many time she didn't pick up
freak lor!
scold her scold like shit sia.....
say frankly not onli i say
everyone agreed with it...
so not my prob oso
she came back sch then went mei qi home
helped her bro and mei qi solve their comp
is already 6++ liao
then faster rushed to fetched my bro
in the end my elder bro fetch liao... LOL
rushed back and do my project
because of her la...
now must chiong liao lor
too bad for her...
okay end here la...
no mood oso
disappoint me alot sia...
suan la.. won't talk to him anymore
ciao~!

boring day....
didn't slept well, dunno why
today woke up
went to ironed my uniform and bro de
watch television until1pm
went into my dad room
and listen to song...
suddenly something pop out
this time round i will gave you one last chance
if you again never do wad you say
dun ever talk to me anymore...
coz i fully disappointed in you...
okay let drop this subject
played wif my bro until 3pm like that
then watched television...
watched until now....
today really nth to let me do sia...
rot... rot... rot...
morning bro use comp
afternoon sis so now i use
first time so late use comp sia.. -.-'''
but use oso nth to do... realli very sian...
maybe goin to find my song out...
later should be going to contuine to watched my show liao...
ciao~!

today woke up around 10am
kept watching television
almost all the show quite nice...
not bored at all... [:
mum asked me to fold clothes
after jiu went to bathe
finding my hair net but LOST
darn it...
called shi yun woke up and asked her to helped me buy hair net
then pay her back...
waiting for mum to cooked for me...
waited for the whole morning lor....
until 2pm i ate very fast and met shi yun
went to took bus and went to yishun town sec
their sch very BIG sia... very shiok...
then shi yun kept repeating this thing...
is like very annoying sia.. LOL
saw my cadets then we sat together and chit chatted
while waiting for the bus we listen to songs...
the bus brought us to police academic...
a lof of sch sia.... go there for the npap de thing de
they provided us onli bread, pie and a packet of drink nah...
there look at their performance
wow i tell u hor,
at the parade got a lot of ppl faint sia...
got one still bring to hospital...
very scary lor...
but overall their performance realli very gd...
took bus back to ytss...
went to np and assorted shi yun top up her ez-link
while talking a lot of ppl looking at us sia..
very embarrasses lor...
got one thing more embarrasses which is
while walking to long john silver
i fell in the middle of the way
then a lot of ppl kept looking at me us... OMG!!!
then is like my first time fell very pain
if a person know me very well
he / she should know i dun like to have scar or fall down...
is like wad the hell sia...
now my two keen very pain lor...
should be going to have blue-black
had dinner at long john sliver
and went back home....
came home saw no one at home sia...
faster go bathe and came here to blog...
now watching together de show...
okay going to put all the food inside the refrigerator
juz awhile and going to sleep le...
today quite a tiring day...
see ya tmr...
ciao~!

will be blogging with a short post today
woke up around 7am
mum kept saying why never go sch
then replied her and continue my beauty sleep
woke up around 9.30am
mum asked me go downstair buy shoe
went down and came back
now rushing my 愛就宅一起 de show
later gonna bathe and called shi yun woke up
go and have our brunch and go sch
later got speech day
until quite late....
later see first whether still wan on comp a not...
o.o ya tmr oso got npap de thing
until 8pm++ sia...
maybe tmr will not me blogging
pls take note!
busy now~~~~
ciao~!

today 5 station test
woke up changed and woke shi yun up
met her and mei qi
and went sch together
eat pau and bell rang
first period art...
very very boring kept yawning...
math teacher bo come
10 of my classmate including me
went to general office help to make the magazine for every level
went to staff room and gave out
then teacher said gals no strength asked boi help can liao
asked us go back class
then all gals not happy lor...
kept putting the blame at yap peng...
at class stayed awhile jiu recess liao
after that literature...
jiu science...
then had test...
during test, i very focus on the paper...
coz didn't study for science...
yesterday quite busy
never heard she called me lor
went mt lesson came i put my hair at her chair nah
then she kept saying loudly said wad she called me i dun wan replied her
then say wad huey juan and sok ping heard
then sok ping say she never heard. she talked to her nicely back
after that leh she continue say me...
i say na bei eh i didn't heard then she nid to kept nagging de ma
like my fault like that...
then she say okay la lend me pencil led la
then i lend her then you know how she replied
thank you la.... wif a freaking voice
then si bei tu lan lor...
kept scolding bad words... eg walao , nah bei...
nah bei sia... no mood do mt test oso...
after that english drama...
test the sarong coz next week will be wearing it and act
dunno isit nice a not... but hope won't be ugly
after sch, had lunch and waited for the 5 station test
my sit and reach and standing board jump onli 1 mark lor
very lan sia... lazy to do exercise de consequences jiu shi like that lor
do until 4 plus then watched an office gal playing piano
then walked to chong pang with my friends
brought thing eat and saw my sis and bro friend
chit chat awhile and took bus home
fetched bro home and came here post liao
yeah tmr dun nid go sch
but hor goot speech day sia...
3pm must be ready... sian....
now going to iron all the clothes and go bathe
surely must have a gd rest
hehe (:
anyway sry readers kept scolding bad words...
my bad word not so worse la... very simple de [:
ciao~!

today isn't bad or gd day
juz okay okay nah...
very late woke up
went sch forget brinh D&T book
then went class to take my friend de
but oso not there
so lend from 2n3 de gal, vivian
thanks godness for her
or else will kanna scold like shit
after that had chinese lesson
recess saw cp sia
onli every wednesday can saw... haiz
dun misunderstood wor
is like i saw him i can happy up
won't feel sad everyday ma (:
IT and music okay okay onli la
not so bored... quite fun coz of air-conditional :P
then maths teacher again never come lor...
after sch thought no more cme but actually still have de
today then is the real last lesson. woots!
at there super boring.. wasting my time onli
after sch went home then ivan called me
asked me helped him find elton
coz he took 1/8 classroom key then is ivan ez-link
then ivan can't take back his card
we searched up and low but in the end....
the key is already given back
when we asked they say haven returned in the first place
we like wad the hell lor...
then went mac wif shi yun
we saw a person not like a guy oso not like a gal
omg lor... that person is like super fat wan
then shi yun keep laughing at him
then that person scold us in malay lor
he say our sch wad yishun here yishun there
then say wad wan to complain...
freak sia... then that person sabo me lor
he threw something at two northland sec de
then they looked at me thought i threw
wad the hell ! very angry at that moment...
told shi yun something...
is about i'm hating myself more and more
and finding myself very useless...
suan liao... coz i already gave up in myself. hopeless.
went back home took fee money
go to my bro tuition there pay money
came back home chit chat with shi yun again
we do our functional writing and fetch my bro home
seriously i dunno how to write
so is sis helped me do de (: hehe
but she kept threatening me de lor... ):
had my dinner and came here post
now goin to bathe liao
sian tmr got test sia...
gd luck everyone.
ciao~!

early in the morning came "that thing"
already no mood liao
then met shi yun up and oso met mei qi
went sch together...
went to the locker and took our books
and is already bell rang... no time to eat
today hair check again...
lesson is quite boring....
then plus my gastric pain came back
but no choice no more medicine to eat
onli can suffer the pain nah....
science lesson wrote my dairy entry
think back about pass few days,
i'm very sad...
asking myself am i walking in a wrong way...
maybe u all dun understand this sentence.
but better dun know.
slept in science lesson... was very tired
maybe didn't sleep well yesterday nite...
after sch went to take books from locker and revise
then saw him was very cold to each other...
didn't care oso... coz i can't even care at all!
went to canteen and study...
saw cp sia... one word to describe *****!
had my lunch and chit chat with my friends...
try to make myself happy always
coz i can't really happy up at all time...
maybe i showing my strong faces to everyone whom i know
but u can't see how sad i am...
went home and something happen
lazy to say... hehe
now goin to bathe and do homework liao...
5 more days to go on!
and it fully ended! THE END!
ciao~!

totally bo mood today
woke up at 4.30am
actually wanted to bathe
but onli washed my body
coz the water very cold
then called shi yun wake up
she came my house there
then pass me my thing and went to er tou meet mei qi
before that went to buy bread to eat
went she totally emo
coz of "two thing" hanging on my mind
extremely fed up people betray and lie me de sia
that person lie me de didn't came
lucky or else surely gave that person attitude de
suan liao la... i won't talk to that person for 1 week i swear
got a lot of lesson teacher didn't come
so quite slack...
then Assembly talk talk about how to know whether ur friend is unusual
i was like... no one cares about this de lor ( for me)
they talk talk talk....
talk until take away my lunch time. freak sia
dismissed liao jiu faster go change into npcc uniform
wad the hell! realli realli very tired for the speech day.
wao lao eh, speech day pupils dun nid come sch
onli involves in speech day must come
not onli this...
we come oso didn't provide dinner de sia
last year got then this year dun have.
i hate this kind of days in sch lor...
haiz... no choice must stay in this sch for a few years more... ):
after reahearsal actually wanted to go back home
then the lau jun ming from ncc de called me and shi yun
asked us to help him eat... LOL
lucky i'm clever i said pass to the cleaner aunties
then we solve... study awhile while he used my phone
then jiu went mac to had our dinner
chit chat a lot of thing....
quite upset and disappointed...
haiz.... hate this kind of days...
the best thing is today that person never disturb me liao
coz the person didn't come... quite happy
can be happy one day juz becoz of this thing..LOL
haiz maybe today that thing again happen... i ready dun wish too...
but surely will have de lor
ciao~!

haha i'm back again
woke up around 9am
ironed my clothes
went to the supermarket helped mum bought groceries
called shi yun and chat for some matter(secret) :p
came home continue my ironing and polished my boots
had my breakfast and teach bro study
after that fold clothes and had my lunch
went to bathe and wanted use comp
then comp spoil sia...
but i solve it (:
mum asked me gave bro use to study
so lend him first lor
after he used, of coz i used
while using teached him again
then watched Rolling Love / 翻滾吧! 蛋炒飯!
this show very long liao
but forget to watch. hehe
juz watched finished first episode nah
goin to continue watched...
ciao~!
looking forward for my new bag and shoes (:

_____EDITED______

sry readers
didn't post yesterday
basically yesterday woke up at 7am
then meet shi yun up
went sch for lesson
after that when north point
meet xiu jing and accompany her to buy her wallet
then shi yun and me when to kk hospital
wanted to buy my medicine but can't
went back to interchange
sis told me my mum at home
faster rushed home
then shi yun help me brought my sch shoes and sch bag
yeah of coz i gave her money...
then monday went sch she pass me
came home, i'm all wet then went to bathe
my mum kept canning my bro for hrs sia
from 3pm to 10pm non-stop
pity him sia...
yesterday think a lot of thing
asked myself why ppl like to lie?
why if ppl can't do it must say he/she can do it?
i very disappointed and angry wif one person... ):
haiz... never mind.
ciao~
_______EDITED_______
later then update about today(:

today is good friday
dun nid to go sch so slept until quite late
do my thing and take a look at my phone
saw his message
yesterday quite angry of something
then i ate 6-8 tablets at once
so today no more to eat
didn't eat my pain came back....
that person came and disturb me again
i replied her back
but accidentally send to him oso
told him sry send wrong person
then he like angry like that
yesterday he oso started to ignored me...
i oso dunno wad to do
can u stop hurting me?
maybe as u said i not fit to be his friend
okay fine ! u wanted me not to be close to him
at sch i already didn't talk to him
saw him i juz ignored him
then now even he sms me oso cannot isit?
wad you wan me do?
i already do wad you wan, you still wan wad?
me and his friendship like already ended...
i oso gave up myself le...
i wanted to do one thing which is be a mute gal forever
i'm carry a big and heavy bag
this bag consisting of all my friends secret and those person hurting me.
i'm enough..... no one will know how it's feel.
now i just wanted to tell that person
u had done a gd job! i will fully forget him...
u should very happy!
and i oso wanted to tell him
sry, my close friend, which know me very well
u should very disappointed on me
i'm sry...
u still got a lot of close friend to care rite?
dun care me anymore, care them...
when ever i talked about this i cried...
my heartache...
the scar, the pain will forever there
i'm very tired for this matter
i hope it ends here...
ciao~!

yesterday very late sleep sia...
chiong all my homework and study until very late
lucky he wait for me but he like wait until sleep
coz i message him/ call him he oso didn't repiled de
haiz... but dunno whether his hp got prob a not...
dunno got receive my message a not... nvm
can't woke up at 5am to study
then 6 plus then woke up
went sch like saw him very angry...
quite sad... ):
today got math and chinese test
maths quite difficult then chinese easy...
drama okay liao...
after sch waiting for shi yun and charmaine
they have detention...
while waiting mei qi send songs
then i saw him, he like gave me attitude...
after that jiu went home
while waiting for the bus....
pei shan and shirley keep doing " that thing"
they are some sorts of pervert including me. :x
haha... then he message me
i say i haven eat medicine coz no water
then he reply... maybe he's angry liao... suan liao
went to pass my mum her wallet then fetch bro home
then i damn pissed off by her...
she very wad lor... haiz dun wan say her too much
spoil my mood sia...
came here post... and chatting on phone with sok ping
gtg le..
ciao~!

will not post too long...
sch is as usual...
today got D&T test
the paper okay la
mayb can pass nah...
coz didn't study...
after sch actually wanted to skip cme de
then if skip pass go back for extra lessson
bo bian must go lor...
then he called me...
almost tio confiscate by teacher sia. heng sia.
after that lesson, faster chiong home
in the end still late for speech day
rush here rush there...
then onli got one rehearsal...
jiu end liao...
but quite gd la early end...
the hwee yee pull me to play with gg and ncc friends
he called me go home then i jiu go home liao
slack around and fetch my bro home...
now reached home had my medicine
then came here blog le
i had a lot of homework sia...
plus tmr got maths test...
gd luck 2n4...
god will bless us to pass de.
do all the best u can...
got to chiong everything now...
ciao~!

hey i'm back again... LOL
not in a gd mood today..
came to sch i again thinking of the money lost.
i kept looking at the roof top
thinking with i'm there is there anyone who will noticing
the answer should be NO.
went back class and had english test
then hope to get high marks
coz i kept thinking others thing when doing...
but i juz hope to pass.
PE had 2.4km test...
half way through running,
i had a very great gastric pain
luckly got hwee yee and shi yun helped
we three all pass...
hwee yee got 15.53
me and shi yun get 15.54
is gd that we did improve la
had project work after that
recess slack at canteen.
science lesson okay la...
then CDL we had nth to do de lor
coz we already done our project
and it was like onli my grp done...
after sch mr tok called me...
then we chit chat lor...
then saw him, he said eat ur medicine liao ma
i say dun haf... he actually quite angry de
then i say okay okay i eat later...
eat liao then waited for shi yun and chu hong for their oral
after that do my own things near staff room there de table.
he walked pass me without noticing...
then he cough pass my ears... LOL
i tio shocked sia...
accompany shi yun to np top up ez-link
then went back sch...
again saw him but didn't talk
coz he's quite busy
then he sms me la then we chit chat
but he suddenly stop his sms
dunno wad happen? or he's angry?
but nvm la...
tmr got D&T test must go study liao...
gd luck 2n4, all the best (:
ciao~!

today a lots of things happened
early in the morning having gastric pain...
went to the office saw the person which i dun wish to see at all...
yeah it did spoil my mood.
but i din't care him at all...
had PE before recess,
after that accompany mei qi go back class
i changed my clothes and went to washed my face
came back saw zhenting, xueting, hweeyee and huey juan.
waited for them to come out and mei qi locked the door
but after recess, shi yun found out that her money lost lor...
then she very angry wantde to find aunty gwen but she not in
then she kept crying non-stop
mr phua saw it then asked
he came to our class and check our bags...
then he found the wallet at boys de toilet
then mr ng and mr phua asked sok ping,
who came back the class before?
she said the six of us...
juz like that we tio suspected and go for body check lor
after they check our body dun haf anything
but u know wad a not ma?
mr phua still wan to called our parents lor...
is like wad the lor...
my family won't cares me and onli will blame me is i stole it
it's like no one will believe me lor...
after sch leh got oral test...
after that meet shi yun and she's was like crazy as me
when we were down u will do one thing
that is buy as much thing as possible to relax our self
but be4 i met her, i went home first
then i found out that the money which i wanted to pay charmaine is all LOST!
is my very hard earn money to save until i didn't had to eat
then all lost leh...
i in a very pain feeling...
then he message him ask me am i okay...
and i told him my feeling
he's the onli one who knows my feeling mor than my friends
yes my friends did believe
but i dunno why had a strange feeling towards them...
maybe i think too much le ba...
i find until 8 something still can't find
then i told him i dun wish to eat
coz no appetite at all
but he forces me...
went to eat lor then jiu go bathe
while bathing, i cried...
i telling myself i useless... i'm stupid...
knocking on the walls a few times...
i really dunno leh
why the person who done wrong didn't get anything
but the victim eg. me must carry all the burden..
i really sick amd tired liao...
pls stop all this thing le...
if it's carry on, i really will gone crazy de...
hopeless...
dun wish to say more liao...
surely tmr ppl will gossipe the six of us
coz we tio suspect ma...
tmr surely got a lot of ppl emo-ing de...
haiz..
ciao~!

today woke up jiu ironed bro and mine uniform
had my breakfast
and watched television.
went to bathe and waiting for shi yun call
use comp and watch 爱就宅一起
coz yesterday nite didn't watch
when she came, we chiong for our chinese project
as tmr must pass it up
finally we done all the project liao
i can study for my mid year le...
around 3-4pm like that
went down to buy some snacks
watch television awhile and continue our project
not long ago juzt do finished it.. yeah...
one thing to trouble me
which is where am i goin to save all my project? argh...
maybe using my bro thumb drive ba..LOL
end here
ciao~!

back to blogging again.
everyday wrote "back again"
write until very sian liao.. zzz
let's start my grandmother story again
see? got new word to say liao... woots!
woke up changed and called "THANG SHI YUN"( beautiful rite ?) wake up
she hor... so... ( better dun say )
later she gave me a big tight slap...
went to sch for mentoring...
quite fun la...
we made fun of our name
eg.. shi yun = tan si he...
my one more funny but better dun say very sia suay de
after that played bingo and captain ball
jiu went home liao...
jiu do our project...
then cooked for me and shi yun
came back and do project
do until now la..
then had dinner
the thang shi yun wan go home liao..
happy liao lor?
now goin to bathe...
ciao~!

ys it's true that i'm sleepy
had schooling
and npcc
we had speech day rehearsal
mr yeung wan us to be the best in speech day rehearsal
after that all the sec3 had their promotion test
OMG i very scared the day came to us
i hate it the most
coz i very weak in saying the commands..
argh...
when they were having test,
we went to join the sec 1
we played wif them
went to the foyer
first first i onli saw the sir didn't saw wee keat de
then i turn back again i jump very high
i got shocked !!!!
then he say " wad so scared about me?"
(in a quite far distance )
i repiled back with hand
and said nth.. nth...
HAHA!
then we chatted wif them happily
it was like our first time to talk to them
we dun find it scared anymore.
dunno why... maybe they are friendly
went back to join npcc then off we waiting fo bus
at the bus stop something happen
then i 'm so piss off by shi yun
if the rumours spread until his ear,
hope he won't angry...
i'm realli very scared
coz if he heard anything again
you realli dunno how he will do..
juz becoz of shi yun words..
even i oso angry , so how can that be he won't?
came home jiu faster bathe...
slack awhile and had my dinner
waited for my sis to finished using comp
wait until i slept off
until 10 plus sia...
came back use and i had 8-15 people talk to me at msn
i like omg lor...
lazy to reply them
but got one person he very zzz
the person said
"can i ask u one question??just one...are u avoiding me???o.o
i was liao -.-'''
he told my personal is refering to him
or els why he aked me lor...
lame...
then lazy to blog
so wrote a few words
then today ( 4 April )
then eidt it :P
haha
ciao!

early post ~
just a short post
and i will turn off my comp
after sch must stay back becoz of my english drama
you know wad a not
we memorised the sing to dawn de
then he say next week
then i tio scold by teacher
coz mei qi keep asking me to ask teacher question
she thought i angry my i didn't
hehe (:
assort shi yun and mei qi to top up their card
jiu went home
had my lunch and came to use comp
finding this song called 休止符 - 刘慧祺
but can't find it... whoever got the full version of this song
pls send me... (:
fetch bro home and came here post
goin to study for my history test for tmr
and must wirte 200 words of sumarry
about sing to dawn on chapter 8...
our literature teacher looks ah lian sia...
last year saw her always wear home clothes at auntie gwen room
LOL... today got 2 upper sec follow wad she say onli
her ah lian action came out... zzzz
k end blogging~
ciao`!

today woke up
do everything which is needed
called shi yun
and met her at vending machine.
find out that today my hair very neat than the others days. (:
after sch got CME sian liao
actually got test de
lucky when we sec1 we haven learn some malay words
but next week jiu got test liao.. rot ):
after that when to top up my bus stamp
fetch mei qi home and slack at her house awhile
went back sch for rehearsal
freak sia today my left leg sprain
then wen bin still step onto it for quite a mins
but he didn't my left leg hurt
so didn't blame him
stand until wanted to cried out
louis and bazli came...
thx goodness...
those who helped me realli thxs a lot
i appreciate it. (:
took bus home after that
fetch bro home the called mr ang
tell him i'm safe at home liao
sian la...
why speech day coming then i sprain my leg sia... suay...
okay goin to memorise me script for tmr english drama
after jiu go bathe ba...
ciao~!